“May I take your hat, your coats, and your swastikas?”

[roonerspism]

I watched Play School today. It used to be so much better. The presenters now are, for the most part, so bland and boring. No random adult jokes or anything anymore. Shame.

We still have no air conditioner. I can't handle this heat for much longer *complain complain rant rant grumble blah blah blah*

I really need something to do. A project or... anything really. I feel a little as though I'm fading away. I can't even go out because I have no money and no ID. April honestly cannot come soon enough for me.

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Two Years Gone, One Year On

I watch him approaching
He is with her
I smile at them
(but at him)
(but at the pavement)
And try to think of something to say

He laughs at my joke
(which I’m not sure was a joke)
And she sends silent threats
(as she knows I have hope)

I study his shadow
He’s had a hair cut
and she doesn’t like it
(but I like it)
(but I stay silent)
And try to think of something to say

We talk about film
(I want to touch him)
We talk about school
(I want to touch his skin)

Then he hugs me
once and twice
And I imagine
what it might feel like
to be loved…

I’ll bet it’s nice.

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Don't read too far into that. Ahem.

Anyway, apparently I'm unemployable. No money means no fun. Who wants to buy me a ticket to see The Living End in May? :/

Ho hum.

Well, I might go and amuse myself by doing that 'Ten Celebrities That You'd Do' meme.
Because my life really is that rich with excitement.

Paz.