State of the writing address
subrosa_tennis : 1,446 words. My pacing is improving because I got -- to be my main POV, and he tends to talk or ramble on. It will be a challenge to make this fic end as I wanted because of this POV decision - there's a bit of voyeurism involved maybe?
blind_go total wordcount : 0 I'm telling the truth. I just realized the entries are supposed to be for Sept 20th, but I have nothing written yet. True story related to blind_go, btw:
I bothered Ariri-nee on the way to the book fair last Wednesday - an idea came to me while listening to Nightmare's Ruru~Lulu, and it just wouldn't let go. It did mean that if I was going to do this idea, I'd have to sacrifice some plans for my current ideas. I hashed it out and now I'll be doing it - once I let the subrosa idea go. It doesn't help an Ogata/Isumi idea is currently fermenting in my head, the one that began with Ai-chan's chain_of_fics entry.
Nightmare : Ruru ~lulu~ (romanji)
Aoi yoru ni ukabu hoshi ga toikakeru
"doushite kimi wa itsumo sabishi sou na kao de warau no?"
Boku no muryoku sa ni nakitakunaru kedo
mune ni kokoro ni tsubasa wa aru yo
Mabuta wo tojireba miete kuru darou kazetoori yuku machi
yawarakana kaze ni kono mi makasete [RARA RURA RURA]...
Sotto yasashiku ima wo kako e kaete yuku
toki wa itsuka owari wo mukaete shimau no darou
Boku wa kono boku wo aiseru kana
hito wo kono hoshi wo aiseru kana
Owaranai yume wo kirameku hibi wo negau, inoru, tsuyoku
asahi sasu heya de ishiki wo tsuzuru [RARA RURA RURA]
Another one of those songs I end up listening to often these days.
hide : Flame (romanji)
Dear my sun. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars hoshi no nageki kikeba
Like a wind honno chisana koto darou
Kanashimi wa mune hirogete
Kimi no kata wo daku darou
Yasashigena furu mai de kimi ni karamaru
It's a flame of sadness
Dear my mind donna fukou ni demo
Say hello ieru kimochi hoshii
Dear my hurts itsumo kakaeteita
Like a wind omoi mono suteyou
Yoru no kaze abiteireba
Wasurerareru koto nara
Sono hohaba hirogete miru
Mae yori mo zutto
Warau tsuki no aoi hikari
Kizu wo sotto tojiteyuku yo
It's a flame of sadness urisosogu kanashimi sura dakiyose
Life is going on kareru made aruiteyuku dake
It's a flame of sadness
Dear my sun. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my moon. Should I know how low & low?
Dear my stars. Hoshi no nageki kikeba
Like a wind. Honno chisana koto darou
Uru hoshi wo kazoe oetara naku no yamete aruiteyukou
Flame of misery itoshisa wo nikushimi wo uketomete
It's a flame of sadness mune no naka de kudai teshimae subete
Pieces of sadness urisosogu ame ga yandara yukou
Life is going on kareru made aruiteyuku dake
Stay free my misery
. . .my misery