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I can literally feel my brain rotting. It seems like I can't retain information. Someone tells me something and I forget it immediately. I'm not sure why.
Everything is monotonous and I'm bored. I'm bored of myself and I'm bored of those around me. It seems like I bother everyone I'm around. But I can't control it. I lost that thing about me that people used to find endearing. Now I just feel annoying.
My smile was ever-so-big on Saturday. Mood swings are teh sucks. I'm bummed and I'm not quite sure why. Everything is fine. I'm not stressed. I have nothing to worry about. I convince myself things are one way even if they're not. I'm being vague and that's ok. I don't expect anyone to understand. I don't even understand it myself.
Everything is monotonous and I'm bored. I'm bored of myself and I'm bored of those around me. It seems like I bother everyone I'm around. But I can't control it. I lost that thing about me that people used to find endearing. Now I just feel annoying.
My smile was ever-so-big on Saturday. Mood swings are teh sucks. I'm bummed and I'm not quite sure why. Everything is fine. I'm not stressed. I have nothing to worry about. I convince myself things are one way even if they're not. I'm being vague and that's ok. I don't expect anyone to understand. I don't even understand it myself.