May 12, 2005 18:17
What a day...
I was really happy ...then really sad...then pensive, but still on the sad side ...and now i'm calm, just ok...which is better than being sad or depressed.
I'll take ok anytime ...as for my plans for tonight...
I've been seeing this guy on and off for about a month now...but nothing serious...and never alone.
He called me about an hour ago...saying he needs to see me. The thing is he knows that I don't want to be alone with him...
I told him I'd bring a friend along and he said, "no...either alone or nothing" ...so after thinking about it for a bit...I said ok...I mean, I really wanted to know why he was so desperate to see me.
Well, only one way of finding out...and my day has been kinda crappy anyway so why not...can't get crappier than this...
oh shoot...I should have asked if it was good or bad news ... :( oh well to late for that now...