May 18, 2006 23:23
I wish you would have called me when you got home so I could tell you that I'd come see you Saturday and so I could ask you how auditions went. But you didn't, you left me a message instead, at least I know you made it home safely.
I wish I didn't live so far away and that I got to do things with people more often. I hate not having any friends around.
I wish that my birthday wasn't a holiday weekend so people could come and have fun with me. But no, instead no one will be here, I shouldn't have told Sparty I couldn't escort him, I should have just cancelled the party because no one is coming, no one can, and it's no one's fault that that's the case, that's just what happens when you're birthday is a 3/4 day weekend.
I wish that classes were easy and that I didn't have to study, because studying makes me feel like it's not summer, although I suppose it's really not going to feel like summer since I have class until August 18th. Plus work, but at least work is fun and there are lots of really nice people. I'm going to like working in the library, and after tomorrow hopefully it won't give me a headache to work because my eyes will be okay.
I wish you were here to cuddle with me on my new Dora sheets, it's lonely tonight.