i'm miserable up here without you

[rooftop_revolt]

i have no idea what to say.i screwed up again tonight.i make too many mistakes to be allowed to live.i went to see the play tonight.at school.i guess you could say i got on at the wrong time cause i usually have something to say.hm i need to get a job.annnnd im listening to car underwater by armor for sleep.i love the new cd.eric let me borrow it.i wish i was in a car underwater.they make it sound so interesting.im going to be 18 this year.thats insane.life goes by insanely fast..im hurting inside.really bad.i want everything to be so clear to me.but thats not life.please forgive me.

i love you courtney
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