this is a musical.where nothing goes wrong.
im in a writing mood
and bored..
i wish my life was a musical.
where nothing went wrong.
and everything turned out for the better.
i think life was meant to be some kind of
long, hard, and grueling journey.
for all the people who say the teenage
years are your best...i dont think they
are 100% right.me and mrs. todd were talking
about this the other day.your teenage years are
full of hormones, heartbreak, and who knows how many decisions.
most of the time i hate how i think.
the mind can be a terrible thing.
i think my train of thought is kinda off right about now.
i hate how people judge other people.
i hate how i never get around to do those things i tell
myself i need to do.
i hate the feeling that if im not with courtney or talking to her
i feel like there is some distance between us.and that it might be getting
bigger.i hate hypocrites.i hate allergies.i hate how people try so hard to
be things they are not and they could be who they really are and use half
of that strength.i hate how many grips people.it can bring you down or make
you greedy.i hate the teachers that dont inspire you.what are they there for?
i hate how im supposed to know what i want to do for the rest of my life right now.
i hate how i have to feel like everything is my fault.i hate that i dont participate.
i hate that my room will never be clean enough.i hate that nothing will ever be good
enough for my mom.i hate how i think.i hate how i feel inside and moreover i hate how
i cant explain it.i hate how people do the same things you do and they hate you for it.
i hate how i never know what everyone else is thinking.i hate how i always think people
are thinking the worst of me.but they might be thinking even worse.i hate how everyone
has something that they are awesome at except for me.i hate how i want to leave high
school but im partly scared of the real world.i hate how people hate people because of
their looks, money, or musical taste.
well i think im done.sorry but i needed a vent.
no one will probably read this.
i know im not perfect.im not near perfect.
i know im probably guilty of all the things that i said i hate.
i just dont like them.i dont really like me.but hey.that would have to be a miracle.
bye.
and bored..
i wish my life was a musical.
where nothing went wrong.
and everything turned out for the better.
i think life was meant to be some kind of
long, hard, and grueling journey.
for all the people who say the teenage
years are your best...i dont think they
are 100% right.me and mrs. todd were talking
about this the other day.your teenage years are
full of hormones, heartbreak, and who knows how many decisions.
most of the time i hate how i think.
the mind can be a terrible thing.
i think my train of thought is kinda off right about now.
i hate how people judge other people.
i hate how i never get around to do those things i tell
myself i need to do.
i hate the feeling that if im not with courtney or talking to her
i feel like there is some distance between us.and that it might be getting
bigger.i hate hypocrites.i hate allergies.i hate how people try so hard to
be things they are not and they could be who they really are and use half
of that strength.i hate how many grips people.it can bring you down or make
you greedy.i hate the teachers that dont inspire you.what are they there for?
i hate how im supposed to know what i want to do for the rest of my life right now.
i hate how i have to feel like everything is my fault.i hate that i dont participate.
i hate that my room will never be clean enough.i hate that nothing will ever be good
enough for my mom.i hate how i think.i hate how i feel inside and moreover i hate how
i cant explain it.i hate how people do the same things you do and they hate you for it.
i hate how i never know what everyone else is thinking.i hate how i always think people
are thinking the worst of me.but they might be thinking even worse.i hate how everyone
has something that they are awesome at except for me.i hate how i want to leave high
school but im partly scared of the real world.i hate how people hate people because of
their looks, money, or musical taste.
well i think im done.sorry but i needed a vent.
no one will probably read this.
i know im not perfect.im not near perfect.
i know im probably guilty of all the things that i said i hate.
i just dont like them.i dont really like me.but hey.that would have to be a miracle.
bye.