I'm in a weird mood but trying not to overthink.. that is one thing i do it's good but it can cause problems especialyl when people feel ignored
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I don't even know why I bother to reply to your really stupid, pointless posts.
First of all, I don't deny that I am an emotional person or that I "wear my heart on my sleeve". However if you're going to label me then you need to look in the mirror and really sort out your own insecurities before you can label me.
I haven't spoken to, or about you, since that Xanga post Andrew, nor did I have any intention on doing so. That part of my life is better off left forgotten; since this semester has started I've realised a lot of things about my self that are more important to me than your incredulous insults all because you're an insecure and naive little child.
I'm not interested in playing these games with you anymore Andrew. This will be be final post. I write this now so you'll understand clearly, that I want nothing to do with you, or the IRC world anymore. Which means you can comment on anything of mine that you like but I am just going to delete it from now on without a backwards glance.
All I have left to say is look deep inside the mirror and tell me that you're not as guilty as I am. If not 10x worse than I am at being all the things you're calling or thinking of me in writing your comments.
The only difference between you and I Andrew is that I actually am mature enough to be in a relationship because I realise that life is about an equal share of give and take and there's always two sides to a story. I realise I'm not perfect mate but I'm not the one going around evading IRC's flooding networks, dating random girls and dumping them two weeks later because you think you can't trust them. It seems to me Andrew that there's a common problem with all your situations and the problem is with you. Whatever that may be I don't know and personally I don't care. I hope for your sake you figure that out because if you keep going on like this the only person in the end who truly gets hurt is you.
The only reason I respond to you angered at all is in my nature to care about people like you I hope that maybe you'll finally lift the shutters from your vision and open your eyes to the sad reality that is life. When you learn that your past is something you just have to accept and you don't have to become your parents you can raise yourself to be better and to be a good kid, to be a respectable young man and become a decent member of society. When you can do this maybe then you can gain the confidence to realise you're capable of having a good relationship with someone. A stable long lasting one and truly understand the meaning of that four letter word "love" that you use too liberally. But, until your do that, until you come to admit you're acting like a child right now it will never happen.
So, It's time I acted my age and reached a level of maturity beyond yours instead of sinking to your level and said:
I'm sorry for all the insults I've made about you, I'm sorry for not being big enough to realise you're only a young lad with a lot of problems that I should have forgiven you and got over my own self righteousness. So I'm sorry mate. I hope you sort out your own shit. And I hope you have a wonderful future.
I hope if you take anything from this you remember to forgive, forget and move on.
At any rate I have to go pick my girl and go to school. So, good luck to you Andrew.
First of all, I don't deny that I am an emotional person or that I "wear my heart on my sleeve". However if you're going to label me then you need to look in the mirror and really sort out your own insecurities before you can label me.
I haven't spoken to, or about you, since that Xanga post Andrew, nor did I have any intention on doing so. That part of my life is better off left forgotten; since this semester has started I've realised a lot of things about my self that are more important to me than your incredulous insults all because you're an insecure and naive little child.
I'm not interested in playing these games with you anymore Andrew. This will be be final post. I write this now so you'll understand clearly, that I want nothing to do with you, or the IRC world anymore. Which means you can comment on anything of mine that you like but I am just going to delete it from now on without a backwards glance.
All I have left to say is look deep inside the mirror and tell me that you're not as guilty as I am. If not 10x worse than I am at being all the things you're calling or thinking of me in writing your comments.
The only difference between you and I Andrew is that I actually am mature enough to be in a relationship because I realise that life is about an equal share of give and take and there's always two sides to a story. I realise I'm not perfect mate but I'm not the one going around evading IRC's flooding networks, dating random girls and dumping them two weeks later because you think you can't trust them. It seems to me Andrew that there's a common problem with all your situations and the problem is with you. Whatever that may be I don't know and personally I don't care. I hope for your sake you figure that out because if you keep going on like this the only person in the end who truly gets hurt is you.
The only reason I respond to you angered at all is in my nature to care about people like you I hope that maybe you'll finally lift the shutters from your vision and open your eyes to the sad reality that is life. When you learn that your past is something you just have to accept and you don't have to become your parents you can raise yourself to be better and to be a good kid, to be a respectable young man and become a decent member of society. When you can do this maybe then you can gain the confidence to realise you're capable of having a good relationship with someone. A stable long lasting one and truly understand the meaning of that four letter word "love" that you use too liberally. But, until your do that, until you come to admit you're acting like a child right now it will never happen.
So, It's time I acted my age and reached a level of maturity beyond yours instead of sinking to your level and said:
I'm sorry for all the insults I've made about you, I'm sorry for not being big enough to realise you're only a young lad with a lot of problems that I should have forgiven you and got over my own self righteousness. So I'm sorry mate. I hope you sort out your own shit. And I hope you have a wonderful future.
I hope if you take anything from this you remember to forgive, forget and move on.
At any rate I have to go pick my girl and go to school.
So, good luck to you Andrew.
Jason.
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