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Re: Hmm... roobear1 December 28 2005, 20:32:20 UTC
Uh yes i didnt want to do it.. i didnt lose that one due to her.. because i hated it but others my cinema job.. yeah that was stress, loved that job

either way dude no it wasnt me me me

i comforted her ass because she was crying somebodu glined her from irc and said id defend her when i got home while she moaned about someone bug spraying.. i put her first because she had pathetic little irc issues upsetting her as i did her offline life but she didnt offer me one bit of comfort.. when i felt bad for fucking my job id maybe have kept it with less stress but whatever dude

it wasnt me me.. i comforted her first and expected it back

the fact she didnt give it back means she was the one who said me me me? try arguing that one my problem was job related it was offline it was a bad problem

hers was some shitty irc issue and something about her house wow brian glined her so what yet i comforted her and stopped her crying then she said it wastn my fault ove rthe job

but uh she didnt comfort me she actually yelled at me even though i took her sid eon the gline but because i said i saw brians side she yelled at me

i comforted her over dumbass things she ddint give a shit i was upset

therefore your argument= false

i dont blame her alone i dont blame anyone or feel guilty i take my blame

i said losing the job was my fault i stoppped blaming myself.. well partyl my fault i admitted it was and got over it however i felt shitty it'd stop me meeting her as quick and expected comfort she didnt comfort me she just yelled at me over irc even though i comforted her and left me to feel bad about losing a job if elt id let her down instead of saying it was okay as my gran ddi even if my gra wa spissed she said she understood lissa didnt say she understood or say it was okay at firist that was later

maybe you idiots defending her too will see what an atention seeking log psoting shitface she is and how she turns everyone against people

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Re: Hmm... roobear1 December 28 2005, 20:32:33 UTC
i didnt blame her at all mate.. i take my responsibilities i merely made a point she put all her shit on me but didnt comfort me when things got tough

i accept my own thoughts those are my fault but i dont blame myslef or her

however her putting irc glines on me hwen im crying because i thought i let her down and taking 20 mins to tell me it was okay because irc glines and bug spraying upset her to much was her thought and her action

i take responsibility for my side why cant she?

im admitting problems on both ends

this only got dragged up because Lissa posyted on my entry i dont hate or dislike her i have shit against her except i dont blame anyone noone should feel guilty i take my side she doesnt take hers she blames me for it all she doesnt feel guilty or blame herself which is right or anyone else but she blames me i dont blame ehr i take my blame expect her too i dont feel guitly

she dragged this up by spamming my lj, i take my blame.. but wont blame anyone she cant take hers and openly blames me saying i hurt her.. she also

claims i lied about loving her

if i didnt love her id have walked away after 3 months yet i stayed for the other 5 and took alot of shit

ive had worse times than during those 5months when i was 4-5 and 11-15 but apart from those the last 5 months wer ehell i stuck by her cause i loved her i put he rproblmes first small or big small i didnt put mine on her when she shit got tough for me.. where was she

i didnt lie about loving her i lvoed her above anyone.. but if ell out of love the last 2 months.. i broke up with her when i realised i didnt lve her.. id got over her slowly during that time..

ill never make mistakes with kayla as i ddi lissa i messed up some with lissa i admit that why cant liss admit she messed up

I love kayla love found me a while afyter i broke up with liss if kayla and me did what me and liss did wed survive but me and kayla wont

either wayi didnt lie about loving you lissa.. i did love you my love was just pushed away i stopped loving you as more i wanted to like you as a friend but cant even like you or love you as a friend.. you're not more to me anymore that changed you arnt even a friend

but i dont hate or dislike you

i have the pm where you say i lied about loving you, i ddint lie i did love you it just changed ffs, it hurts you syas that nbut not bad either way you always try to use this shit against me Lissa, you always claim others lied if anyone sees othjer peoples sides not yours but defends you you flip you only happy if they defend you but see only your side.. i saw others sides fine hate me ill never defend you anymore even if i do see your side

you lie on purpose or by accident half the time you dont know your doing it you never see anyones side but yours you cant drop shit as i have you cant accept responsibility as i have

stop trying to make me feel like shit lissa ive apoligied for any shit i caused i take my blame

maybe it's time you apoligise and take your blma eeven if you do we wont ever be friends.. too much happened but atleast we can be civilised

for the record i turned Noone against her they disliked her for shit she did to them that was similar to what she did to me before we broke up.. me and all her old friends see what shes like

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Re: Hmm... roobear1 December 29 2005, 05:10:04 UTC
then why dont u drop it and stop going places your not welcomed to go? and you pretty much just rambled on in the last 2 post dewd i didnt have a major problem with you till u showed up on my network ya i still didnt like you but now i really dislike you just keep your distance and find new freind and oo ya move on.. it will help you soo much with your anger/emotional issues

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Re: Hmm... roobear1 December 29 2005, 20:02:32 UTC
I have.. moved on i got over her and fell otu of love motnh ago.. i dont care about friends i love.. the ones i have now matter. i moved on.. i dont bring this up...lissa does this entry was about my family and kay lissa psoted on it.. she dragged it up shes over me and doesnt lov eme but clearly she hasnt mvoed on and can't drop it

i've dropped it i dont drama queen or attention seek.. she does i defend i have no anger or emotional issues.. i hate violence i egt whiny and pissy not angry, tis called emo i have no emotional issues i just have more scars than you check my recent entry as to why =)

either way if she drops it i wont say shit.. she attacked me over an entry she wasnt involved in

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