Aug 18, 2005 23:15
So Im back! cause i bet someone missed me! ha! So the boyfriend? yeah thats over! he broke up with me cause he thought i didnt trust him. Thats crap!!! i trusted him more than i should have that far into our relationship. he would go for weeks without talking to me & i would talk to him maybe once or twice every week. I missed him then he went out of town and was saposed to call me before he left. i called him 2 hours after he was schedualed to leave & his voice mail said he was gone, so i got pissed and said "thanks for not calling me like you promised. i guess ill just talk to you when you get back." the reason for my anger is that i missed him like crazy! i never saw him! & i explained that when i called him and left a message the next day. When he got back he called me & told me he left an hour after my message was sent. He decided not to call me because of the message because i dont trust him which inevitably means our relationship is over & then he said "So, Do you have any questions, comments or concerns?"i felt like someone kicked me in the chest & was still standing on it. he said he would still be friends with me & has since not answerd nor returned any of my calls. i finally left a message saying that i was sorry for bothering him & that i wouldnt call & bother him anymore. i dont think he cared. Now jl wont talk to me either. i went out with him the night after my friend body checked me at a resteraunt for "ruining her happiness". He wanted me to give him her number so he could call her a bitch but i said no. Then he called tony to see what he thinks about calling her a bitch. Her & tony didnt get along at all. tony said that he should do it. That was the last night i talked to jl. He wont answer either now. coincedence?
So im starting school on monday! im finally going back! YEAH! and my birthday is comming up on the second! i dont think anyone remembers! YEAH!!!! im so broke that its funny! i have no job! YEAH!! but on the bright side, im going in for an interview at ruby's on sunday. So i get to go to school & then straight to work then do homework all night and get 3 hours of sleep !YEAH!! if i get the job. i need the money. then theres ericas bridal shower. then the wedding. i want to go to both but i have no idea what to get for one or the money for it and i have no idea what to wear to the wedding. so yeah. if anyone reads this and has any encouraging words for me,... let me know.
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katie