Waiting for my bus
Waiting for my bus...
So I got into a car accident on Monday. I was with my friend Tina. we were looking at wedding dresses because she is engaged. we were getting board and trying to decide where to go next when Jake, one of the three roommates I have calls. he's at half priced books with Katie, his girlfriend and his car wont start. it being winter and crappy weather, its to be expected. So he's wondering if I can come get him and her and bring him to work and her home. I say sure, I’ll be there in a bit. En-route to the bookstore, we hit traffic. Then we, well, I hit a car. I hit someone, and then they hit someone else. I don’t think I was going fast enough for all of that, but o’well! Never been in an accident before, expecially one I kinda caused. So I have absolutly no idea what to do. I’m so nervous. When the accident occured, it thrust me forward then back, so now my chest and back are in pain. Then this angry guy in front of me is swearing about the damadge on his car. Then this old guy from the front car and the angry guy are getting my insurance information and my licence crap. The old guy tried to make a joke to make me laugh. It didn’t work. Then they both leave.
I go get katie from jakes work, cause it wasn’t that far from where they were so they decided to hoof it there. I brought here home, then to work, cause I didn’t want her to wake the mile or so in the snow. Then I brought tina home. As I was going to pick up katie, called my mom to tell her what happened. She thinks Im lying to her and that im joking around. The whole time im driving people home, im getting angry yelling phone calls from my mom,and my brother paul. I finally get home and ulia, another roomate, calls. Says she wants me to go to her work and help her shop I tell her the whole ordeal and say im going to call insurance people instead and see if I can after. Mind you me mother is still calling me rampent at this time. I call the insurance people then I call the doctors office to see if I can get in. They closed in like 20 min so, that was out. Then I called after hours acute/ urgent care. The opened at five but were full of appointments. What kind of bull is that! The lady on the phone says that If I wait until five & call back they might have an opening but she doubted it. Then I decided to just go to the emergency room. I went to ulias work first. Paul & my mom are still calling yelling at me as if I got in the accident just to piss them off. Seeing as the day before this, I for the first time have experienced a real emotion, (to be explained in a future journal) I am crying at all of these things.
Then davey, another brother calls. I start balling, and heres why. Davey is more then just my brother. I have five siblings. The first four are all like a year or two apart form each other, and also from the same mother and father. Then like 4 or five years later my mom & MY dad had davey, then 9 years later they had me. Me and davey are the closed bacease we were the basterd children. YAY! Then as I was being raised, my dad wasn’t really there, working two jobs. My mom was at work durring the days and most nights. Davey was the one who raised me and disaplined me.all the way up until he moved out 3 or 4 years ago. Hes like a father to me and my disaplinary. He calls me and yells at me. But this time, he surprises me. He calls & does something that ive needed all day. Someone who is acctually concerned about me! He askes how I am and calmly asks what happened and talks me through it all. He calms me down.
Then ulia comes with me to the hospital. Paul meets us there. Not to talk about me, but to talk about the accident. He could give a shit about me. Then I see a doctor and get x-rays. I just have muscle damage and she perscribes muscle relaxers. I cant work for two days. Ulia takes me to the pharmacey and then home. Shes taking care of me and being like a mommy to me, and I love her for it. Im so glad I have a friend like her. The next morning my mom calls on my house phone and informs me that I have no cell phone. Shes cancled it because I am irresponcible. Then she tells me that she is basically diowning me because I do all of these things to “her”. Later she also calls to inform me that the money I gave paul for insurance wasn’t used for incsurance. Paul paid the car insurance with a chack that will bounce. Now I have to pay rthe insurace again or my accident wont be covvered. Then I have to pay for the damages to my car. Then borrow my mother money that she used to diconect my phone. I might barly have enough to pay my rent and gas until next pay check but that’s it.
Then my boyfriend breaks up with me. This doesn’t bother me since I was going to break up with him anyways. Hes goddamned annoying. Hes like a puppy that needs attention all the time. He has the shortest attention span. Hes white but acts really obnoxiously ghetto. Hes like a kid. Heres the kicker. He broke up with me cause I was under to much stress. Then he didn’t even tell me. He told ulia online! How is this not stressfull. Then he starts badmouthing me & saying I was this gigantic bitch to him. Hes saposedly cutting down on my stress?!
They way all of this sounds, im just waiting for the pinical of it wher I get hit by a bus.
So I got into a car accident on Monday. I was with my friend Tina. we were looking at wedding dresses because she is engaged. we were getting board and trying to decide where to go next when Jake, one of the three roommates I have calls. he's at half priced books with Katie, his girlfriend and his car wont start. it being winter and crappy weather, its to be expected. So he's wondering if I can come get him and her and bring him to work and her home. I say sure, I’ll be there in a bit. En-route to the bookstore, we hit traffic. Then we, well, I hit a car. I hit someone, and then they hit someone else. I don’t think I was going fast enough for all of that, but o’well! Never been in an accident before, expecially one I kinda caused. So I have absolutly no idea what to do. I’m so nervous. When the accident occured, it thrust me forward then back, so now my chest and back are in pain. Then this angry guy in front of me is swearing about the damadge on his car. Then this old guy from the front car and the angry guy are getting my insurance information and my licence crap. The old guy tried to make a joke to make me laugh. It didn’t work. Then they both leave.
I go get katie from jakes work, cause it wasn’t that far from where they were so they decided to hoof it there. I brought here home, then to work, cause I didn’t want her to wake the mile or so in the snow. Then I brought tina home. As I was going to pick up katie, called my mom to tell her what happened. She thinks Im lying to her and that im joking around. The whole time im driving people home, im getting angry yelling phone calls from my mom,and my brother paul. I finally get home and ulia, another roomate, calls. Says she wants me to go to her work and help her shop I tell her the whole ordeal and say im going to call insurance people instead and see if I can after. Mind you me mother is still calling me rampent at this time. I call the insurance people then I call the doctors office to see if I can get in. They closed in like 20 min so, that was out. Then I called after hours acute/ urgent care. The opened at five but were full of appointments. What kind of bull is that! The lady on the phone says that If I wait until five & call back they might have an opening but she doubted it. Then I decided to just go to the emergency room. I went to ulias work first. Paul & my mom are still calling yelling at me as if I got in the accident just to piss them off. Seeing as the day before this, I for the first time have experienced a real emotion, (to be explained in a future journal) I am crying at all of these things.
Then davey, another brother calls. I start balling, and heres why. Davey is more then just my brother. I have five siblings. The first four are all like a year or two apart form each other, and also from the same mother and father. Then like 4 or five years later my mom & MY dad had davey, then 9 years later they had me. Me and davey are the closed bacease we were the basterd children. YAY! Then as I was being raised, my dad wasn’t really there, working two jobs. My mom was at work durring the days and most nights. Davey was the one who raised me and disaplined me.all the way up until he moved out 3 or 4 years ago. Hes like a father to me and my disaplinary. He calls me and yells at me. But this time, he surprises me. He calls & does something that ive needed all day. Someone who is acctually concerned about me! He askes how I am and calmly asks what happened and talks me through it all. He calms me down.
Then ulia comes with me to the hospital. Paul meets us there. Not to talk about me, but to talk about the accident. He could give a shit about me. Then I see a doctor and get x-rays. I just have muscle damage and she perscribes muscle relaxers. I cant work for two days. Ulia takes me to the pharmacey and then home. Shes taking care of me and being like a mommy to me, and I love her for it. Im so glad I have a friend like her. The next morning my mom calls on my house phone and informs me that I have no cell phone. Shes cancled it because I am irresponcible. Then she tells me that she is basically diowning me because I do all of these things to “her”. Later she also calls to inform me that the money I gave paul for insurance wasn’t used for incsurance. Paul paid the car insurance with a chack that will bounce. Now I have to pay rthe insurace again or my accident wont be covvered. Then I have to pay for the damages to my car. Then borrow my mother money that she used to diconect my phone. I might barly have enough to pay my rent and gas until next pay check but that’s it.
Then my boyfriend breaks up with me. This doesn’t bother me since I was going to break up with him anyways. Hes goddamned annoying. Hes like a puppy that needs attention all the time. He has the shortest attention span. Hes white but acts really obnoxiously ghetto. Hes like a kid. Heres the kicker. He broke up with me cause I was under to much stress. Then he didn’t even tell me. He told ulia online! How is this not stressfull. Then he starts badmouthing me & saying I was this gigantic bitch to him. Hes saposedly cutting down on my stress?!
They way all of this sounds, im just waiting for the pinical of it wher I get hit by a bus.