its all down hill from here...
yeah!! so today was an ok day. i thought it would be really shitty but it wasnt. i probly liked it alot better cause jL came by. he came by like 3 times... it was so cool! i think i may be starting to like him which can only mean disaster & me getting disapointed, which will blow. but he did give me a free coupon for teavanna. he didnt have to. i felt special.hehe...!! so yeah, we were talkin and stuff & he shared alot with me. like stuff about himself. like all the things hes done & things he went to school for and the type of person hes like. it was weired like i was really easy for him to open up to. but it was cool cause all i wanted to do was just listen to him talk. i would have been fine just sitting there & listening to him talk all night. i would have gotten fired for not working so i think its good i didnt do that. i hope im not doing what i do every time. play it out to be something more than it actually is & expect things & then get disapointed. am i wasting my time? hes probably just a good friend. or just the person he talks to when in borders. but why would he have given me the coupon? and stopped by like 3 times for 15-20 min each time? and tell me his life story? DAMN!! im over anylizing! but those are the facts. so yeah. oh and then i stoped by the popcorn factory. that was fun... kinda. i got to talk to shawn, chad, ramesh, bently and rupy. shawn has to much drama in his life, chad is retarded and is acting like nothing happened, ramesh seems to be growing up, bently seems like a more intelegent person then i thought and pauls an ass. he told all the listed and mostlikely half the rest of the popcorn factory staff that i have seen porn. thanks rupe! but still today ended up better then i expected going into it. so yeah...