starless...

[roo_lady]

how can somethign not even about the topic at hand make so much sence? i found this and i never listened to it.. not really. but here it is, right when i need it.

"Starless"-Crossfade

"if only you could watch me fall
i can not feel it anymore
the soul you cut the soul you adore
cannot feel you anymore
'cause you've run through me with a distuctive force
i think somehow i gotta get it straight
i gotta get you out of me
but i cannot get through to you

See me im down and i get deeper with every breath
see me im over the edge farther with every step
See me im down and i get deeper with every breath
standing over the edge im taking my last breath

how i feel like im starless
im ready to fade now
and how i feel like im starless
im hopeless and grayed out
somehow i feel like im starless
and now i feel like im starless
im ready to burn out

i can transcend you and mentally bend you
but i cand handle the shit that im into
i have been blinded and always reminded
of the the things iv wanted but never could find
i am a part of a world that i hat i wish the
end would come faster my worls a disaster
cant you see that im down and im drowning
and i cant keep my head above my wake

See me im down and i get deeper with every breath
see me im over the edge farther with every step
See me im down and i get deeper with every breath
standing over the edge im taking my last breath

how i feel like im starless
im ready to fade now
and how i feel like im starless
im hopeless and grayed out
somehow i feel like im starless
im ready to fade now
and now i feel like im starless
im ready to burn out

ive gotta get you out of my veins
ive gotta get you out of my blood
ive gotta get you out of my scene
ive gotta get you out of me

what im really trying hard to get into words
is the way i fit into this worldt
things ive survived pushed me to the darker side
because life as it was the life that was
yours should been mine
but i never could take anymore of this
cause im always gonna get-gonna get down to the floor
its a cold gun that i kiss
cause i cannont break anymore

somehow i feel like im starless im ready to fade now
thats how i feel when im starless
im hopeless and grayed out
somehow i feel like im starrles
im ready to burn out oh
now im starless"