Jun 26, 2009 04:59
so as i lay here in bed listening to the new Mars Volta album coming from Adrian's room that is sure to bring me horrid nightmares, i cant help but feel really happy.
today was one of the first days ive actually gone out of the house on my own terms. but even then, i was still happy at home. maybe it had to do with this badass dream i had but i was genuinely happy throughout most of my day. i worked and enjoyed it then hung out with Nate, Jamie, Mark, and Cecilia for a bit. Jamie made a remark at how emo my blogs were and sarcasticly apologized for not making me feel important. it was then that i realized how wrong i am. My friends make me feel really important. Jamie has always been there, no questions asked. Nate is amazing friend to have because he goes further than most people would to be there for you and help you out in your time of need. if i ever post that something is wrong, he usually calls right after just to see whats up. Cecilia too. She rules and does so much even though we really arent that close. Adrian really helps too. Though his words may be harsh, i know he is only looking out for me. i love these people and without them i would be dead, straight up.
thanks guys
horrible mars volta dreams,
happiness,
friends