Jun 12, 2009 17:18
I know this is a pretty morbid thought, but when I die, I want Brand New's "Soco Amaretto Lime" played at my funeral. Above anything else I want that song present at my funeral. My mom said it best when she said that song is about me. I mean, I can't put it any better. Everything about that song reminds her of me and I can see why. Too bad it makes her cry when she hears it. I wish she could actually enjoy it. When I got kicked out of my house last year, my sister would listen to that cd in the car and my mom would skip that song because it would make her miss me and she couldn't handle listening to it.
Now that we're on the subject... I've always imagined myself dying early. I don't know why but I can't imagine myself living past 30. I find myself thinking about my own funeral and how people would be reacting to my death. It sounds selfish, but it's true. I can't lie and say I don't think that shit. Is that weird?