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i was doing some hard thinking last night. things aren't just going my way really.
i don't like it! found a new job after a month of being unemployed, and two
weeks later the freakin store is going to close down because they're not making
enough money. don't we all?! fuckers! now i have to go job hunting again and quite
frankly i am tired of it, stealing the words of my good friend jatziri "i feel so lost,
i don't know where else to look." yup i feel the same way. i just feel lost in general.
every aspect of my life is just going downhill, i've already hit rock bottom but i'm going
down still. i wish i could still say "fuck it" or "so what" or "who cares" but
i can't help it. i do care.
I'm just under a lot of emotional stress that I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DEAL WITH ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i've decided that
I'm going to join the military.
I'm thinking about the marines or the rangers or something.
I just want to get out of here. I'm going to see a recruiting officer
tomorrow. I hope I find what I'm looking for over there.
i don't like it! found a new job after a month of being unemployed, and two
weeks later the freakin store is going to close down because they're not making
enough money. don't we all?! fuckers! now i have to go job hunting again and quite
frankly i am tired of it, stealing the words of my good friend jatziri "i feel so lost,
i don't know where else to look." yup i feel the same way. i just feel lost in general.
every aspect of my life is just going downhill, i've already hit rock bottom but i'm going
down still. i wish i could still say "fuck it" or "so what" or "who cares" but
i can't help it. i do care.
I'm just under a lot of emotional stress that I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DEAL WITH ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i've decided that
I'm going to join the military.
I'm thinking about the marines or the rangers or something.
I just want to get out of here. I'm going to see a recruiting officer
tomorrow. I hope I find what I'm looking for over there.