Saint Rows
This hurts. I never had someone try to hurt me so much and I never felt like I deserved it. But I woke up this morning. And I felt a bit better. Like I will be okay because well I'm not sure why but I feel loads better. I do sometimes feel close to tears which is aggravating to my self esteem but I'm not going to cry over something that isn't my fault at all.
At least I've got a picture, you know. So I don't feel like it never happened. I think that's one reason I feel better. I couldn't live with the silly fact that years from now I would look back and maybe not remember.
God only gives you what you can handle. It may hurt and feel like your dying. Like nothing will look up but you can handle it. He'll help and you'll be okay. And it's always good to have great friends who are there for you. I doubt without Christie or Kendrick I'd be fine right now. They're pretty fantastic.
I'll miss it. There's no doubt about that. But at least I learned something. At least out of all this hurt and pain and crap I feel like I learned a few life lesson and things about myself which just makes the whole ordeal worth it in the end.
At least I've got a picture, you know. So I don't feel like it never happened. I think that's one reason I feel better. I couldn't live with the silly fact that years from now I would look back and maybe not remember.
God only gives you what you can handle. It may hurt and feel like your dying. Like nothing will look up but you can handle it. He'll help and you'll be okay. And it's always good to have great friends who are there for you. I doubt without Christie or Kendrick I'd be fine right now. They're pretty fantastic.
I'll miss it. There's no doubt about that. But at least I learned something. At least out of all this hurt and pain and crap I feel like I learned a few life lesson and things about myself which just makes the whole ordeal worth it in the end.