I'm the Gambler
Wow, six months today. Doesn't feel like it. It's almost like it's still july and I don't know how to swim. Except, I did learn to swim and it's January now.
I'm so happy it's stupid. I wonder sometimes if Billy is quite real. I know he is but I can't quite image still how no one snatched him up. Is everyone else blind? The boy is a complete catch. Everything from his generous heart to his quickness to open my door for me, he's perfect.
I miss him when he's gone and I can't help touching him when we're together. It makes me pretty happy.
He got me charms for my bracelet as a present. I got a bowling ball because he bowls, a B for billy, a amethyst space for February Billy's birthday, a puzzle piece because we fit together, a red one for July when we started dating and one thats says Honor on it. It makes me stupidly happy to have it. I love looking at it knowing he got them for me. The honor one was a completely amazing find. Catwalk sold it to us and its not even the same brand as the Hallmark one. But it was perfect.
I'm so happy. Did I say that already? Billy makes me feel silly but i'm alright with that.
Happy Sixth Months to me
I'm so happy it's stupid. I wonder sometimes if Billy is quite real. I know he is but I can't quite image still how no one snatched him up. Is everyone else blind? The boy is a complete catch. Everything from his generous heart to his quickness to open my door for me, he's perfect.
I miss him when he's gone and I can't help touching him when we're together. It makes me pretty happy.
He got me charms for my bracelet as a present. I got a bowling ball because he bowls, a B for billy, a amethyst space for February Billy's birthday, a puzzle piece because we fit together, a red one for July when we started dating and one thats says Honor on it. It makes me stupidly happy to have it. I love looking at it knowing he got them for me. The honor one was a completely amazing find. Catwalk sold it to us and its not even the same brand as the Hallmark one. But it was perfect.
I'm so happy. Did I say that already? Billy makes me feel silly but i'm alright with that.
Happy Sixth Months to me