Suck
Ever have those days where you feel depressed, for no reason in particular? I had a shitty day. I got a speeding ticket. I worked for 9 hours. My room mates are assholes sometimes. But for some reason, I'm in a shittier mood then I should be in. I'm just really... blah. I don't know why. I just feel kinda lonely. I don't have anyone here in Raleigh. I have a lot of friends, but no close friends. A lot of people to talk to, but no one to hang out with. It just kinda sucks. I don't have a crew. I don't have a normal group of people to hang out with. That is all I want. I want to belong. My room mates, the most narrowminded people in the world, contasntly make fun of me and call me "emo" as if they had any clue what it means. They are condescending, even though they are just joking. It pisses me off. They are going to go nowhere in life if they can't get over the difference between people. Anyway, it just seems as if everyone belongs to a group, and I don't. It sucks. It is a saturday night, and I have no plans. Everyone is off with their friends having fun, and everyone seems to forget about me. Oh well. Their loss.
Also, I wish someone like her would talk about me the way she talks about him.
Also, I wish someone like her would talk about me the way she talks about him.