it gets less depressing i swear
i'm sorry 2 depress ya'll with this stuff but it's necessary to vent & it's nice to have input and reassurance from friends. i saw jacob's best friend @ whataburger yesterday and i went to talk to him. i felt like i had to say soemthing and i just started walking over there. i can talk to his best friend but i can't talk to him. is that normal? should i feel bad about not talking to jacob? i mean, i know no one wants to hear this, but.......tough....the reason i stopped talking to him was because i wanted to stay friends and he alwayz seemed to have time for everyone else. he showed no interest in being my friend so i tried to accept that and i just was polite to him. but then heleft and i didn't have to hurt everytime i saw him b/c i didn't have to see him. when he came back w/another girl i suppose i was jelous, despite the fact that i wouldn't admit it. but i wanted to stay friends still and since he had showed no interest in being my friend i figured it wsw best to avoid him as much as i possibly could and not talk to him. if i talked to him or if we went out as friends i was afraid i'd get hurt again. but is it normal for me to still feel bad about this? and is it normal for me to still be thinking about it at all? anywayz, if someone with some time on their hands could please answer me these
?s i would be very grateful. thanks guyz, ur the best!
so yesterday lily, john bryan, matt, alison, and i were standing outside and as lily started to leave alison told her to go out and buy TROY. she said, "brad pitt just doesn't do it for me." john bryan said, "YOU DON'T LIKE BRAD PITT!" he's a guy and he even thinks brad pitt is hot, on a different level i'm sure but still...u probably had to be there but it was funny.
on sunday we went to go play tennis and after hitting the ball around for 15 min. in the wet puddles (it rained right before that, and i learned 2 years ago that there's a reason u dont' play tennis after it rains). we were both tired from working out beforehand and we didn't have a lot of energy. neither of us felt like running around. we watched the ball go over our heads, walked to get it, and did the same thing all over again for those 15 min. then, after alison hit the ball to me i went to get it, i was about to hit it and she goes, "u wanna go back to your house and watch FRIENDS?" it was funny. you probably had 2 b there but i'll get a kick out of it. if nothing else, u can laugh @ our obsession w/not facing reality by watching FRIENDS 24/7. (speaking of which, i haven't watched a new episode in 2 days & 2morrow i'm lending alison the disk that i'm on so i won't be able to watch new episodes till friday). for those of you just tunning in I LOVE FRIENDS!!!! and i wanna marry chandler. hey, being in love with fictional characters is, in a way, better than being in love with celebrities, this way i can't be disappointed cuz i know they're not real & the chances of me actually meeting them r non-existant. anywayz....gonna got 2 bed now. nity nite.
~danyelle~
"the inventions of box sets of TV shows will be the official downfall of the youth of America."
~Aisha~
"& i am living proof of that"
~me~
?s i would be very grateful. thanks guyz, ur the best!
so yesterday lily, john bryan, matt, alison, and i were standing outside and as lily started to leave alison told her to go out and buy TROY. she said, "brad pitt just doesn't do it for me." john bryan said, "YOU DON'T LIKE BRAD PITT!" he's a guy and he even thinks brad pitt is hot, on a different level i'm sure but still...u probably had to be there but it was funny.
on sunday we went to go play tennis and after hitting the ball around for 15 min. in the wet puddles (it rained right before that, and i learned 2 years ago that there's a reason u dont' play tennis after it rains). we were both tired from working out beforehand and we didn't have a lot of energy. neither of us felt like running around. we watched the ball go over our heads, walked to get it, and did the same thing all over again for those 15 min. then, after alison hit the ball to me i went to get it, i was about to hit it and she goes, "u wanna go back to your house and watch FRIENDS?" it was funny. you probably had 2 b there but i'll get a kick out of it. if nothing else, u can laugh @ our obsession w/not facing reality by watching FRIENDS 24/7. (speaking of which, i haven't watched a new episode in 2 days & 2morrow i'm lending alison the disk that i'm on so i won't be able to watch new episodes till friday). for those of you just tunning in I LOVE FRIENDS!!!! and i wanna marry chandler. hey, being in love with fictional characters is, in a way, better than being in love with celebrities, this way i can't be disappointed cuz i know they're not real & the chances of me actually meeting them r non-existant. anywayz....gonna got 2 bed now. nity nite.
~danyelle~
"the inventions of box sets of TV shows will be the official downfall of the youth of America."
~Aisha~
"& i am living proof of that"
~me~