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i have no reason to be here. not that i wanna die, & this is not a suicide note but i wanna know what my purpose is. there isn't anythnig i can think of & maybe my purpose doesnt' come until later in life but @ one time i thought that i had one. i was able to make someone happy. i can't do that anymore because i'm not happy myself. no one is attracted to ppl who make their lives a living hell, except for other people that make their lives a living hell, & that's not a great combination. there has to be some purpose other than to please other ppl but i'm 2 insecure to do anythign but.
looking back @ this in a few years i'm gonna be angry that i spent 6 months (so far) being depressed & insecure cuz these r suppose 2 b the best years of our lives.
i don't believe that u can THINK you're in love, unless you just say it to please the other person. either you love or you don't. they say it's complicated but it really isn't. if you "think" that you loved @ one point there's nothing to think about, if you felt it @ that time, even if you have no idea why, you did. you DID love but you don't anymore. that person may still mean something to you but not in the way that they used to. you did love @ one point but as someone once told me "feelings change" & so do ppl. so move on with life & enjoy it, you only live once.
so there's my teenage words of wisdom for all you ppl holding grudges or clinging to the past like me. it's not a fun thing & there should be some way to make it go away, but as of late i haven't found one. but i did find that it helps if you don't treat the person bad & hurt them like they hurt you. if you just talk to them like someone you happen to know it feels a lot betterz. so don't treat anyone like crap just because they hurt you because then you're making yourself a bad person. i know this sounds insanly obvious but i just now found this out from personal experience, i'm a slow learner.
~danyelle~
looking back @ this in a few years i'm gonna be angry that i spent 6 months (so far) being depressed & insecure cuz these r suppose 2 b the best years of our lives.
i don't believe that u can THINK you're in love, unless you just say it to please the other person. either you love or you don't. they say it's complicated but it really isn't. if you "think" that you loved @ one point there's nothing to think about, if you felt it @ that time, even if you have no idea why, you did. you DID love but you don't anymore. that person may still mean something to you but not in the way that they used to. you did love @ one point but as someone once told me "feelings change" & so do ppl. so move on with life & enjoy it, you only live once.
so there's my teenage words of wisdom for all you ppl holding grudges or clinging to the past like me. it's not a fun thing & there should be some way to make it go away, but as of late i haven't found one. but i did find that it helps if you don't treat the person bad & hurt them like they hurt you. if you just talk to them like someone you happen to know it feels a lot betterz. so don't treat anyone like crap just because they hurt you because then you're making yourself a bad person. i know this sounds insanly obvious but i just now found this out from personal experience, i'm a slow learner.
~danyelle~