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i was going to write something 4 myself but i decided 2 write in here. i have had a pretty bad week so far & have somehow managed 2 keep the most optimistic attitude i know how. my optimistic attitude is only a step up from my pessimistic attitude. i'm not the happiest person right now. i feel the usual, unwanted, insecure, unhappy, unloved (in the way that i want to be loved), unworthy. there's a lot of "un's" in there. i don't mean this for everyone 2 write me "i'm sorry" & "i hope you feel better" responses but i wish someone @ least cared.