Aug 28, 2005 00:06
Sometimes I wish I was a little kid again....You don't realize what you have until it's gone. So realize the love you have before it's gone. It may be too late to get it back.No words can explain the dreads I dread* the feeling to die seems more the right* nothing is perfect because of the fights* everyone has those sucky times* but it seems like mine just NEVER go away* I'm going down slowly* quicker than ever before* starting to believe what others say* hurts me even more* I grew up in the cruel enviroment* even from then I didn't want to be here* NO ONE i think understands that part* having 13 years of being made fun of and feeling like shit!* I wish she knew* but wat more can I do but sit here and weap* knowing that it will probably be gone for a long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
..........im loosin it!!!!!......I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!!i need someone to love...and someone who CARES about all ive been through......no one knows how bad i have been treeted all my life..and i gues no one really cares tho..
.......................................skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts!!!!..I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!...........