time
Well I supose its time for me to do an up date, its been long enough.
Life has been life.
Enough said.
Just when you though you found joy and love again, you lose it.
It hapens... alot.
One thing i realy want to get off my chest is, its not that you found some one new, its not that your bragging about them, its that you decived me for all that time insted of just telling me.
Thats why it hurt so much.
Thats why the wounds are so deep.
Why does it all ways hapen to me, why cant i just love and be loved.
I supose I'm just not ment to, no matter how much i want it.
Its going to take a long time to recover from this one, but i refuse to let this turn in to another big "incident" like last time that so runined my reputation.
i'd like to keep whats left of mine.
well i supose i'll need time, like always time will heal all.
i guess this must be how you felt back in january, supose i desirve it, but i'm not able to handle it like you did.
its going to take some time, quite some time before i can talk to you again.
now that thats out of me, life has been not too shabby all that aside, i wish i could find a good girl out side of all this high school drauma we all hate.
some one who is nice sweet smart has a sence of humor and who is basicaly a good person.
(like i'll ever find one of thoes)
but sill i'll find another one some day.
to all who dont know i got a job working with sid at the haunted house we will be running this fall.
(to all techies and theater bums, we are working out a deal to give production hours for help, and we still need volinteers)
the haunt should be good (crosses fingers) if all goes well i'll have enough money to go to college. (dance)
so yeah every one should come or help out it will be lots of fun guys!
lets see what else.....
oh yeah i need peoples im addreses, i dont know many.
ummmmmmmmmmm supose this is getting rather long, so yeah.....
i'm doing my best to keep life from getting me down these days, i'll just deal with it like always.
(and no i dont meen drugs)
well its about 3 am so i'm going to bed.
night,
Ronin
Life has been life.
Enough said.
Just when you though you found joy and love again, you lose it.
It hapens... alot.
One thing i realy want to get off my chest is, its not that you found some one new, its not that your bragging about them, its that you decived me for all that time insted of just telling me.
Thats why it hurt so much.
Thats why the wounds are so deep.
Why does it all ways hapen to me, why cant i just love and be loved.
I supose I'm just not ment to, no matter how much i want it.
Its going to take a long time to recover from this one, but i refuse to let this turn in to another big "incident" like last time that so runined my reputation.
i'd like to keep whats left of mine.
well i supose i'll need time, like always time will heal all.
i guess this must be how you felt back in january, supose i desirve it, but i'm not able to handle it like you did.
its going to take some time, quite some time before i can talk to you again.
now that thats out of me, life has been not too shabby all that aside, i wish i could find a good girl out side of all this high school drauma we all hate.
some one who is nice sweet smart has a sence of humor and who is basicaly a good person.
(like i'll ever find one of thoes)
but sill i'll find another one some day.
to all who dont know i got a job working with sid at the haunted house we will be running this fall.
(to all techies and theater bums, we are working out a deal to give production hours for help, and we still need volinteers)
the haunt should be good (crosses fingers) if all goes well i'll have enough money to go to college. (dance)
so yeah every one should come or help out it will be lots of fun guys!
lets see what else.....
oh yeah i need peoples im addreses, i dont know many.
ummmmmmmmmmm supose this is getting rather long, so yeah.....
i'm doing my best to keep life from getting me down these days, i'll just deal with it like always.
(and no i dont meen drugs)
well its about 3 am so i'm going to bed.
night,
Ronin