a breath of life
well, it has come to my noticing that i have used this journal for nothing but angst and sarrow. i'm done with that.
peace,
i finaly made peace out of chaos and hatred and its all because of carbon 12.
to all who read this, there is a new ronin, and just between me and all who read, i like it.
i'm sorry for all the pain i have been causing, i am. never ment for things to pan out like they did.
ninji san, thank you, i owe you so much.
kii, i'm sorry for what i have put you threw, i want to be your friend, though i still may need a little more time.
scar face, enough said, i'm just glad i ran in to you and finaly got a chance to talk.
both of you, i'm happy for you, enjoy it all.
i'm ready to live again, my eyes are finaly open to all the stars, as well as thoes that shine bright.
i think i might have found a star, but first i have to know if every one would be ok with it first, don't want more drauma.
jesus i know you dont read this but i still have to say it, thanks i owe you alot, your family to me.
i finaly re discovred the little things that make me who i am, beleve it or not ninja isn't to high on that list, i finaly found my love for music, anime, rpg games, raving, magic (a new monstrosity has been born un to the playing feild, the last line i'm calling it) and my love for others.
lets all be friends ok?
i think this is the most relaxed stress free i have been in a long time, bliss filled extacy.
"just breathe,"
Ronin
peace,
i finaly made peace out of chaos and hatred and its all because of carbon 12.
to all who read this, there is a new ronin, and just between me and all who read, i like it.
i'm sorry for all the pain i have been causing, i am. never ment for things to pan out like they did.
ninji san, thank you, i owe you so much.
kii, i'm sorry for what i have put you threw, i want to be your friend, though i still may need a little more time.
scar face, enough said, i'm just glad i ran in to you and finaly got a chance to talk.
both of you, i'm happy for you, enjoy it all.
i'm ready to live again, my eyes are finaly open to all the stars, as well as thoes that shine bright.
i think i might have found a star, but first i have to know if every one would be ok with it first, don't want more drauma.
jesus i know you dont read this but i still have to say it, thanks i owe you alot, your family to me.
i finaly re discovred the little things that make me who i am, beleve it or not ninja isn't to high on that list, i finaly found my love for music, anime, rpg games, raving, magic (a new monstrosity has been born un to the playing feild, the last line i'm calling it) and my love for others.
lets all be friends ok?
i think this is the most relaxed stress free i have been in a long time, bliss filled extacy.
"just breathe,"
Ronin