~*Im tired*~
I feel like i am reaching out to someone but nobody can help me. I hate this feeling of pain that i have all of a sudden. I can't hide from the truth anymore.
The one i gave my heart that gave it back almost 5 years ago finally took it, and i dont know if this is what i want to get into. I do love him and for the first time he told me that he loved me too. why do i feel so bad? Because my heart hurts when i think of what once was. I don't know what to do.
He told me that i am the only person that breaths the air he does the bleeds the way he does that can hurt him. It made me smile. Part of me loves him but part of me knows things will never change.
I'm depressed and i don't know what to do with myself anymore. I just dont think life should be like this.
The one i gave my heart that gave it back almost 5 years ago finally took it, and i dont know if this is what i want to get into. I do love him and for the first time he told me that he loved me too. why do i feel so bad? Because my heart hurts when i think of what once was. I don't know what to do.
He told me that i am the only person that breaths the air he does the bleeds the way he does that can hurt him. It made me smile. Part of me loves him but part of me knows things will never change.
I'm depressed and i don't know what to do with myself anymore. I just dont think life should be like this.