goin back to cali
i look forward to returning to the town that loved me so dearly: san francisco town that is. i'm there july 30th for a week and ahalf or so. hopefully it will improve what's been probably the Worst Summer Ever. It shall be grand, I know, because of the company I shall keep, who, being grand chaps themselves should provide a propa grand ol time. somebody else used that word recently round these parts.
part of me wants to get real angry at being stranded here in maryland especially now that the love life/situation is so unclear, so it's like i'm going it alone again, which i don't want. i should be angry at that too but i'm just not one who reacts strongly (or i should say overtly) to changes. i'm not one who fights for things to go my way, i just let outward forces exert themselves in the way they naturally do, and i just adapt. i'm too much a fan of stasis. i guess that's why i'm now in the position i am. i don't take charge of others. not the natural leader type. but you know what fuck it. i'd rather be the inspector than the leader.
"He's like that dude that'll sit back and watch you, play yourself and all that right, and see you sit there and know you lyin', and he'll take you to court after that cuz he the Inspectah"
meff
part of me wants to get real angry at being stranded here in maryland especially now that the love life/situation is so unclear, so it's like i'm going it alone again, which i don't want. i should be angry at that too but i'm just not one who reacts strongly (or i should say overtly) to changes. i'm not one who fights for things to go my way, i just let outward forces exert themselves in the way they naturally do, and i just adapt. i'm too much a fan of stasis. i guess that's why i'm now in the position i am. i don't take charge of others. not the natural leader type. but you know what fuck it. i'd rather be the inspector than the leader.
"He's like that dude that'll sit back and watch you, play yourself and all that right, and see you sit there and know you lyin', and he'll take you to court after that cuz he the Inspectah"
meff