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i got on the scale this morning and it's the highest it's been since i lost all this weight. im not happy about it. i can totally see it in my face and in the way my clothes fit. so no more candy pumpkins for me. no more pasta or rice. no more bagels and cream cheese. im gonna do this right. i stopped at trader joe's on the way home from work yesterday and bought some 'good' food... let's hope i can make this happen. getting to the gym would be a good idea... damn i'm lazy.
oh yeah, and i should cut out some of that booze too, huh. that's a given.
but i have been eating crap lately. and obviously drinking too much.
no more mullethead too - can i stick to that one? i dont know. but i always feel like an asshole the next day cuz im sure i've made a total ass of myself on stage... and when you feel like an asshole after a nite of drinking - that's a pretty good sign you've got a problem.
but anyways... i put the down comforter on the bed last nite and it was impossible to get out of it this morning. i had nightmares all nite too - that i was being held captive or something, with a bunch of other people, and they were killing us off one by one. last i remember they had handed me a drink and i was sure it was poisoned, but was afraid that if i didnt at least fake drinking it, that they'd take me out back and shoot me. i think i tried to escape at one point, but with no luck. it was pretty scary.
wonder what it means.
i need to go to the lake this weekend and get my car rebate check from mom. i'm po' right now.
oh, and btw... thanks for all the compliments on the hair-do... funny thing is, i cant barely see it in that pic, how are you seeing it? lol. it looks better in person, of course.
oh yeah, and i should cut out some of that booze too, huh. that's a given.
but i have been eating crap lately. and obviously drinking too much.
no more mullethead too - can i stick to that one? i dont know. but i always feel like an asshole the next day cuz im sure i've made a total ass of myself on stage... and when you feel like an asshole after a nite of drinking - that's a pretty good sign you've got a problem.
but anyways... i put the down comforter on the bed last nite and it was impossible to get out of it this morning. i had nightmares all nite too - that i was being held captive or something, with a bunch of other people, and they were killing us off one by one. last i remember they had handed me a drink and i was sure it was poisoned, but was afraid that if i didnt at least fake drinking it, that they'd take me out back and shoot me. i think i tried to escape at one point, but with no luck. it was pretty scary.
wonder what it means.
i need to go to the lake this weekend and get my car rebate check from mom. i'm po' right now.
oh, and btw... thanks for all the compliments on the hair-do... funny thing is, i cant barely see it in that pic, how are you seeing it? lol. it looks better in person, of course.