The month named after dear ol' Julius Caesar
I really want to update you Livejournal, I really do.
The only thing is, I don't know what to do.
I wish I had more energy to finish my livejournal poem. Maybe later. I need a job that pays more than $7.25. All of these stressful interviews are catching up on me. I came down with a cold today. Figures. When I'm stressed I make myself sick. It really sucks that my parents practically begged me to move back to Mobile, and now that I'm back they don't seem to care that I'm struggling. Daddy can at least do my taxes from last year! That would give me at least 1,000 bucks to live off of once my paychecks quit coming in. I can understand how jobless people kill themselves. lol..so I'm not that extreme, but it's a terrifying feeling knowing that you have bills and rent to pay and no money to pay it. I've lost 7 pounds within the past week and a half (not that I'm complaining). I have money to eat, I just choose to not eat and spend my money on other means of entertainment. Hookers anyone? Kidding. Also, I think the stress is taking a toll on my psyche. I'm thinking weird, depressing thoughts again. Things I haven't thought about since middle school. I find myself crying over the news. The world is sad to me right now. It's because I'm stressed and lonely...Maybe it's just hormones. I'm probably just in a dark mood. Ok, I'm gonna quit rambling now dear LJ. I think I'll post some pretty pictures on you to cheer you up.
Things I am really enjoying right now:
Shark Week! This poor person is probably thinking to himself one word: F**K!
The only downside of Shark Week is that I don't get much sleep because I stay up watching reruns of it.
He's giving me my villain fix.
The only thing is, I don't know what to do.
I wish I had more energy to finish my livejournal poem. Maybe later. I need a job that pays more than $7.25. All of these stressful interviews are catching up on me. I came down with a cold today. Figures. When I'm stressed I make myself sick. It really sucks that my parents practically begged me to move back to Mobile, and now that I'm back they don't seem to care that I'm struggling. Daddy can at least do my taxes from last year! That would give me at least 1,000 bucks to live off of once my paychecks quit coming in. I can understand how jobless people kill themselves. lol..so I'm not that extreme, but it's a terrifying feeling knowing that you have bills and rent to pay and no money to pay it. I've lost 7 pounds within the past week and a half (not that I'm complaining). I have money to eat, I just choose to not eat and spend my money on other means of entertainment. Hookers anyone? Kidding. Also, I think the stress is taking a toll on my psyche. I'm thinking weird, depressing thoughts again. Things I haven't thought about since middle school. I find myself crying over the news. The world is sad to me right now. It's because I'm stressed and lonely...Maybe it's just hormones. I'm probably just in a dark mood. Ok, I'm gonna quit rambling now dear LJ. I think I'll post some pretty pictures on you to cheer you up.
Things I am really enjoying right now:
Shark Week! This poor person is probably thinking to himself one word: F**K!
The only downside of Shark Week is that I don't get much sleep because I stay up watching reruns of it.
He's giving me my villain fix.