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So here I am, one of the luckiest kids in the world why, don't know that one yet, just know I am.
All in all it was a prity good week end. Did not really do any thing "exciting" this week or end but it was a good one I dd say.
Iv been thinking a lot lately, about a bunch of difrent things: should I stay here for the summer should I go to ky. Should I go purely for pro pilot in college or should I do aviation management and hope I get a slot in AF and they teach me or what. Should I even look at females or screw them all {no pun intended lol} but the main thing that confuses me is my track record of females. I don't think I have done any thing that "Bad" to there kind. I don't know where my bad "luck" comes from. But then agen maby im missing some thing. So here for the many readers of my litel piece of romie lj this is my past girl history. First girl friend was a girl called Ashley W. We went out for like 7 months. Then she cheated on me with my at the time best friend {at the time}. Then nothing of girl mention for about a year or so then I went to prom with a girl just as friends. {sied bar} I was in nc and she was of African American decent and there that's a no no lol. Well any way I payed for it all and she didn't even talk to me the hole night (not saying that cuz I payed she had to talk to me it just seams to me when I go all out trying to do it right it screws me over}. Yha so that sucked to. Then ther was one good part. My friends sister. Tiffany Olson. Yha that name in of its self gets me. Any way we started to get along a little bit. [refer to other post about her] but that didn't go as well as I had prayed it would. Then I come here and nothing happens. Then I meet a girl name L. M. Every one said she was bad not to wast my time however I let every one prove them selves to me first. (Most of the time they prove me that I should of lisend to other ppl but o well.) And well no need to go into that one but yha same thing with my friend agen. But then he got burnt to so its all good.
I nearly forgot got ash N. But I know why cuz she led me on...... no time or want to go into that crap.
So all in all u can see my past track record
do I think I am Gods gift to woman with my charm and masculinity.... no more like Gods gift to woman the doormat.
But its all cool cuz then there are some females that are really cool and I can trust just not any that I date or try to. So my solution......... be a monk
All in all it was a prity good week end. Did not really do any thing "exciting" this week or end but it was a good one I dd say.
Iv been thinking a lot lately, about a bunch of difrent things: should I stay here for the summer should I go to ky. Should I go purely for pro pilot in college or should I do aviation management and hope I get a slot in AF and they teach me or what. Should I even look at females or screw them all {no pun intended lol} but the main thing that confuses me is my track record of females. I don't think I have done any thing that "Bad" to there kind. I don't know where my bad "luck" comes from. But then agen maby im missing some thing. So here for the many readers of my litel piece of romie lj this is my past girl history. First girl friend was a girl called Ashley W. We went out for like 7 months. Then she cheated on me with my at the time best friend {at the time}. Then nothing of girl mention for about a year or so then I went to prom with a girl just as friends. {sied bar} I was in nc and she was of African American decent and there that's a no no lol. Well any way I payed for it all and she didn't even talk to me the hole night (not saying that cuz I payed she had to talk to me it just seams to me when I go all out trying to do it right it screws me over}. Yha so that sucked to. Then ther was one good part. My friends sister. Tiffany Olson. Yha that name in of its self gets me. Any way we started to get along a little bit. [refer to other post about her] but that didn't go as well as I had prayed it would. Then I come here and nothing happens. Then I meet a girl name L. M. Every one said she was bad not to wast my time however I let every one prove them selves to me first. (Most of the time they prove me that I should of lisend to other ppl but o well.) And well no need to go into that one but yha same thing with my friend agen. But then he got burnt to so its all good.
I nearly forgot got ash N. But I know why cuz she led me on...... no time or want to go into that crap.
So all in all u can see my past track record
do I think I am Gods gift to woman with my charm and masculinity.... no more like Gods gift to woman the doormat.
But its all cool cuz then there are some females that are really cool and I can trust just not any that I date or try to. So my solution......... be a monk