dont ever let them take away your fire.
there are so many beautiful things today.
water is dripping from drainpipes and scaffolding and my umbrella.
i saw a transient in peaceful slumber right underneath a tiny awning
and water was dripping all around him and he smiled in his sleep.
i saw another blind leading the blind!
a blind couple, leading each other around, in the rain.
why is the world filled with so much beauty and pain?
i got tested for hiv today. i'm perfectly okay. clean as a whistle.
there are cheek swab tests now. dont even have to use needles
the partying has been relentless. ben and his crew were here in SF
and i pretty much partied all weekend. ran into ben's sister-in-law also
a random female came up to me and started making out with me
"you're gorgeous."
"i have my moments." (a JT classic line.)
"your little hipster girlfriends are getting jealous." (beanie bitches i was dancing with already)
erin's even more guyver out-of-control roommate gave me a haircut.
it's kind of epic. (i rented her 2 discs of desperate housewives in return)
made some more guy friends. i realized i've lost the ability to make guy friends.
so i befriended some sf bicycle dudes at erin's after party on saturday.
they all have 500 dollar fixies and i have an 80 vintage roadbike that sucks hard.
i dont know what the fuck i am doing anymore. my life is kind of a waste