Unbreak My Heart.....Seriously
Dr J,
The fact that im typing this late at night should indicate my mood right now. Ive been drinking and the woman that i love is laughing and chatting it up in the other room with another man. Its very depressing but even in my groggy state i see that this isnt healthy anymore. Its a circle, she pisses me off then when shes lonely she wants to talk to me again. I never asked her for anything more than to give me her heart exclusively. For 4 long years i have asked her to stop talking to this man but she insist that they are nothing more than friends.However the way she talk and text him and is all secretive about him makes me feel like they are more. So instead of trying to guess and play 007 and spy on her, its eaiser for me to let her go. Yea i know what your thinking..."all talk and no action" but its really time to move on. shes trouble and will ruin me if i dont leave her alone. I love her so damn much i really do but she is depressing me and doesnt seem to respect me. So before i make a mistake and ruin my life, i think its time for me to get away and stay away from her. She is a drug and its time to sober up. I have no one to talk to about this situation but you and god. Everyone else judges and goes off their own experiences to try and tell you whats best. But you two seem to listen and i know god gives guidence. I hurt so bad and i know im better than this. I hate that i love her, yet i love that u hate her. Day one begins today...she has no idea im cutting her off emotionally. Watch!
The fact that im typing this late at night should indicate my mood right now. Ive been drinking and the woman that i love is laughing and chatting it up in the other room with another man. Its very depressing but even in my groggy state i see that this isnt healthy anymore. Its a circle, she pisses me off then when shes lonely she wants to talk to me again. I never asked her for anything more than to give me her heart exclusively. For 4 long years i have asked her to stop talking to this man but she insist that they are nothing more than friends.However the way she talk and text him and is all secretive about him makes me feel like they are more. So instead of trying to guess and play 007 and spy on her, its eaiser for me to let her go. Yea i know what your thinking..."all talk and no action" but its really time to move on. shes trouble and will ruin me if i dont leave her alone. I love her so damn much i really do but she is depressing me and doesnt seem to respect me. So before i make a mistake and ruin my life, i think its time for me to get away and stay away from her. She is a drug and its time to sober up. I have no one to talk to about this situation but you and god. Everyone else judges and goes off their own experiences to try and tell you whats best. But you two seem to listen and i know god gives guidence. I hurt so bad and i know im better than this. I hate that i love her, yet i love that u hate her. Day one begins today...she has no idea im cutting her off emotionally. Watch!