When it rain it pours........
Dear Journal,
Hey J! Whats up? i know i know, its been awhile and i know you been wondering what the heck had been going on with me, ive just been a lil busy thats all. Lets see, for starters, your no longer talking to 19 year old marcus...Thats right! im 20 now as of 9/11/05...i know, i cant believe it either, it still hasnt hit me let i guess.....Its crazy how ive been through so much in these last few years it makes my head spin...But no more looking back, its forward and onward in this new decade in my life. I gotta Look towards my future. I also am doing well in school, my grades are up and im trying to just get my degree you know? Its hard to stay focus for 13+ weeks but you just gotta take it on day at a time....But on a brighter note, i got some great news! Ever had that dream or fantasy where you wanted to date a SUPER hott woman? What if i told you i have a MODEL for a gf? I know what your thinking..."Marcus with a hottie Model?" im telling you man i do! Her name is Diane...she is currently living in nigeria right now, but she plans on moving here to michigan real real soon, im so excited! She is EVERYTHING ive ever wanted in a woman, shes smart...beautiful, romantic, talented and she has good morals. I think this woman is special and i hope we can work out...i know people that read this is gonna be like "comeon man she lives in AFRICA!" but you know what? Who cares what you think? Im tired of trying to see what other people think and hoping they approve what i do. WHO REALLY CARES? I dont have to make anyone happy but myself.....Im telling you people this girl might very well be the hottest woman ive ever dated! Not that im knocking all the other women ive talk to, but something always seem to happen when i tried to get with them, they either werent ready to date, liked someone else and used me as a back up plan, were moving somewhere, Pretended they had no idea i liked them, or just stop talking to me once they got their ego up from me telling them how great they were. Its sad i know, but it seems like something FINALLY is going my way! This woman is assertive, she likes me for who i am and really just wants to be in love...shes passed those lil stages most young women are in....you know what i mean...the "i-need-to-date-other-people-to-see-if-your-the-one-for-me" stage......Shes ready for companionship and most GUYS my age arent ready for that but ive always have been for some reason. So i hope this works out...Well just have to wait and see. Anyways, what else has been going on with me? Other than that not too much, ive been bored all day with no one to talk to...it rained all day so i had alot of time to reflect and think about my life, i think im finally making the right choices...this part of my life is important becuase im basically setting myself up for what imma do for the rest of my life...i pray i just stay focus and stop stressin so much....I think this is good enough of an update for now so ill catch you later journal thanx for being here....peace!
-Forever Marcus-
Hey J! Whats up? i know i know, its been awhile and i know you been wondering what the heck had been going on with me, ive just been a lil busy thats all. Lets see, for starters, your no longer talking to 19 year old marcus...Thats right! im 20 now as of 9/11/05...i know, i cant believe it either, it still hasnt hit me let i guess.....Its crazy how ive been through so much in these last few years it makes my head spin...But no more looking back, its forward and onward in this new decade in my life. I gotta Look towards my future. I also am doing well in school, my grades are up and im trying to just get my degree you know? Its hard to stay focus for 13+ weeks but you just gotta take it on day at a time....But on a brighter note, i got some great news! Ever had that dream or fantasy where you wanted to date a SUPER hott woman? What if i told you i have a MODEL for a gf? I know what your thinking..."Marcus with a hottie Model?" im telling you man i do! Her name is Diane...she is currently living in nigeria right now, but she plans on moving here to michigan real real soon, im so excited! She is EVERYTHING ive ever wanted in a woman, shes smart...beautiful, romantic, talented and she has good morals. I think this woman is special and i hope we can work out...i know people that read this is gonna be like "comeon man she lives in AFRICA!" but you know what? Who cares what you think? Im tired of trying to see what other people think and hoping they approve what i do. WHO REALLY CARES? I dont have to make anyone happy but myself.....Im telling you people this girl might very well be the hottest woman ive ever dated! Not that im knocking all the other women ive talk to, but something always seem to happen when i tried to get with them, they either werent ready to date, liked someone else and used me as a back up plan, were moving somewhere, Pretended they had no idea i liked them, or just stop talking to me once they got their ego up from me telling them how great they were. Its sad i know, but it seems like something FINALLY is going my way! This woman is assertive, she likes me for who i am and really just wants to be in love...shes passed those lil stages most young women are in....you know what i mean...the "i-need-to-date-other-people-to-see-if-your-the-one-for-me" stage......Shes ready for companionship and most GUYS my age arent ready for that but ive always have been for some reason. So i hope this works out...Well just have to wait and see. Anyways, what else has been going on with me? Other than that not too much, ive been bored all day with no one to talk to...it rained all day so i had alot of time to reflect and think about my life, i think im finally making the right choices...this part of my life is important becuase im basically setting myself up for what imma do for the rest of my life...i pray i just stay focus and stop stressin so much....I think this is good enough of an update for now so ill catch you later journal thanx for being here....peace!
-Forever Marcus-