What a Weekend....
Dear Journal,
Sup my man? long time no talk...i know i know, i really had a lot i wanted to write about but i just have been too lazy to get on here and talk....So lets see, well its been a week since ive worked and its SOOOOOO boring now, no one to talk to or listen to me rant and rave about something lol I kind of miss the friends i made at MSU and i wonder what they are all up to.....I did get ppaid from the job however so i got one more paycheck to go and im officially done with that job..On saturday i went to saginaw to visit my friend linda...its was really really fun, we laughed alot and i think we both had a good time, so i cant complain at all....However.....on the way back home my car once again gave out on me, i dont know whats wrong with this stupid car, its driving me nuts! Right now its at the local two shop getting fixed so hopefully it wont cost too much....Now onto more important matters......I think imma talk about my current state of mind.....Right now i just feel so lonely and lost...Its driving me nuts, i mean the solitude its getting to me and if i dont do something about it quickly im going to lose what lil sense i got left.... I mean i guess im going to have to look for a job a lil sooner than i wanted to but hey i gotta do what i gotta do or im going to flip out.....I hat ebeing alone, not that im insecure or anytthing but it just not fun when your the only one laughing at your own jokes...feel me? lol. I miss sooo many people right now, i wonder what they are doing and what they are up to....sometimes i wonder if they even remember me.....I mean i know i dont think abotu them everyday but its moments like these that make me wonder......Oh man i almost forgot, when i was in saginaw with linda, we went to the park and sat outside for a looooong time, she gave me a professional massag, it was the best ever, but anyways, i was looking at the sky, and i was just so amazed again at how beatuful the night was, i mean if you ever get a chance to look at the sky on a clear night, it always refreshes your mind on how grand this universe is! I mean even in the bible it says how god knows the name of every star in the heavens....its crazy how marvelous it is, i mean i was thinking deeper and deeper about MY life and it just touched me sooo much.....I mean think about it people, we are as YOUNG today, as we'll EVER be in our lives again....what are we doing with our youth? are we helping those less fortunate? are we doing the right things in our life with a clear conscience? These ar ejust some things to think about....i love my life, and yes its not the greatest or the finest, but IM ME people, and the cloest people in my life like me for me, i dont have to change myself to impress someone elses' style, all i have to do is smile and act goofy and thats a wrap on the entertainment section of the day. I never imagine how many people just really are just like fond of me, i mean i dont look at myself as this great person, but some people really do! and that makes me feel 1000 times better! I just want to thank all those that have ever given me advice on anything, no matter how big of little the words were, i really listened and i really did try to apply some of it to my life, thankyou! HOwever, im still lonely and bored out my MIND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i just need to talk to someone right now! WOW everyone is all gone and working and junk and here i am bumming like i did in the old dayz lol I better get a J-O-B soooon, work sux but not havving money sux worse so i think ill take the lesser of two evils and get one...maybe even go back to my huge money making job at protocol! that would be great! Im sure theyd hire me back, afterall, im MARCUS the local lansing legend lol jk Anywho ill type more later on today if something comes up but until then........im SPENT!
-Forever Marcus-
Sup my man? long time no talk...i know i know, i really had a lot i wanted to write about but i just have been too lazy to get on here and talk....So lets see, well its been a week since ive worked and its SOOOOOO boring now, no one to talk to or listen to me rant and rave about something lol I kind of miss the friends i made at MSU and i wonder what they are all up to.....I did get ppaid from the job however so i got one more paycheck to go and im officially done with that job..On saturday i went to saginaw to visit my friend linda...its was really really fun, we laughed alot and i think we both had a good time, so i cant complain at all....However.....on the way back home my car once again gave out on me, i dont know whats wrong with this stupid car, its driving me nuts! Right now its at the local two shop getting fixed so hopefully it wont cost too much....Now onto more important matters......I think imma talk about my current state of mind.....Right now i just feel so lonely and lost...Its driving me nuts, i mean the solitude its getting to me and if i dont do something about it quickly im going to lose what lil sense i got left.... I mean i guess im going to have to look for a job a lil sooner than i wanted to but hey i gotta do what i gotta do or im going to flip out.....I hat ebeing alone, not that im insecure or anytthing but it just not fun when your the only one laughing at your own jokes...feel me? lol. I miss sooo many people right now, i wonder what they are doing and what they are up to....sometimes i wonder if they even remember me.....I mean i know i dont think abotu them everyday but its moments like these that make me wonder......Oh man i almost forgot, when i was in saginaw with linda, we went to the park and sat outside for a looooong time, she gave me a professional massag, it was the best ever, but anyways, i was looking at the sky, and i was just so amazed again at how beatuful the night was, i mean if you ever get a chance to look at the sky on a clear night, it always refreshes your mind on how grand this universe is! I mean even in the bible it says how god knows the name of every star in the heavens....its crazy how marvelous it is, i mean i was thinking deeper and deeper about MY life and it just touched me sooo much.....I mean think about it people, we are as YOUNG today, as we'll EVER be in our lives again....what are we doing with our youth? are we helping those less fortunate? are we doing the right things in our life with a clear conscience? These ar ejust some things to think about....i love my life, and yes its not the greatest or the finest, but IM ME people, and the cloest people in my life like me for me, i dont have to change myself to impress someone elses' style, all i have to do is smile and act goofy and thats a wrap on the entertainment section of the day. I never imagine how many people just really are just like fond of me, i mean i dont look at myself as this great person, but some people really do! and that makes me feel 1000 times better! I just want to thank all those that have ever given me advice on anything, no matter how big of little the words were, i really listened and i really did try to apply some of it to my life, thankyou! HOwever, im still lonely and bored out my MIND AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, i just need to talk to someone right now! WOW everyone is all gone and working and junk and here i am bumming like i did in the old dayz lol I better get a J-O-B soooon, work sux but not havving money sux worse so i think ill take the lesser of two evils and get one...maybe even go back to my huge money making job at protocol! that would be great! Im sure theyd hire me back, afterall, im MARCUS the local lansing legend lol jk Anywho ill type more later on today if something comes up but until then........im SPENT!
-Forever Marcus-