Time to let it burn.......
Dear Dr. J,
Whats poppin? Me? Well lets just say today is one of dayz you rather just forget about..It wasnt even THIS day that got me riled up...it was yesterday.. Remember that girl that accuse me of Sexual Harassment? (S.H. i hate saying the word its sooo bad to me)....Well on monday she openly told everyone in the break room that the furniture crew (me and about 4 other people) suck at helping the paint crew...what was worse she sat right in front of me as if she KNEW i was gonna give her the evil eye....which i did. Then she starts talking about how much her ex bf sucked at his job (hes on the furniture crew too)....i mean just going on and on....the inside of my chest is burning becuz i wanna just throw my cell phone or choke her or something to get her to shut up! So i go tell my boy drew what she said about him becuz he wasnt in the breakroom and hes so pissed he goes and tell our crew leader and you know what this dude had the nerve to say? He goes " Jill really isnt that bad. shes a nice girl and just gets upset easily" Im like what the heck is going on? Does this lil prissy girl get a free pass to cuss and disrespect everyone and if you say anything back its "SH"? Shes a spoiled, twisted bi-polar, anti christ loving psycho, with no class. She might not know this but shes on strike 2 and if she thinks for one minute im not going to say anything to her just becuz ive been told NOT to....she wrong.....DEAD WRONG. You see, i could care less about this lil sweat shop, child labor job i got and if i get fired, at least it'll be becuz i defended myself and other people...not becuz i back down and let someone walk all over me. HOMIE DONT PLAY THAT! Please believe i will go off on her when strike 3 comes around....Anyway before i throw this keyboard out the window i better chill and talk abotu something else...today was alright i guess...i woke up late so i had to call in and i missed alot of good hours! I did however end up working from 3-6pm which wasnt too bad plus i got to play video games after work in the arcade area lol....I think tomorrow will be better becuz i plan on getting some sleep tonight....which reminds me...ive been going to bed at 11 the last two nights and i havent slept more than 10 minutes! why is that? I tossed and turned and looked at the clock every half hour the last two nights and its bugging me? maybe its becuz i got alot on my mind i dont know.....anys before i go i gotta give a shout out to the following people:
Rach (A chick with a Harley ROCKS)
Melanie (shorty hehe)
Tony (My Bro...what can i say, you really put up with my mess, holla!)
Stephanie (Chi-town chick, keep it real)
Willie
Will (b-ball player)
Jimmy S. (Baseball sux lol)
Drew
Armilyo
Melissa ( I havent forgotten you but i do hope we keep in touch....god bless)
Jewel ( one of my oldest lasting lady friendhips...dont be a stranger good luck in tx)
Rita (even though you in NY i know your heart is in MI)
Rex (sorry about ya girl but you starting to become my home boy)
Jen ( Im so glad you and your bf are doing well, wish it was me lol jk good luck)
Chaz ( A and A for life!)
James ( The blackest white man alive lol)
Ms Josie (Forever love)
Chrystyne ( Omg i would have been sooo mad at mysely if i had of forgotten you...you that girl for real)
Mallorie (even though we always get in trouble you alright)
Monica (wish you and mallorie would be friends again)
Bao
Dylan and Cam (the funniest twins i know..)
Tracy ( you are the realest woman i know...you always tell it to me straight..how can i hate that?)
Katie (ummm....we have problems but maybe one day.....)
Greg and wife ( Man im so proud of you, you made soooo many changes for god, good luck in life)
My Entire family and extended family ( I love you all with all my heart, i would be who i am without yall)
Terrell
Chris T.
Tyra ( One of the most mature black women i know...keep it up)
Jamie (you work so so so so hard i hope all that work pays off)
Nicole (we barely know each other yet i learned a lot and i continue to learn about you)
Megan (Slow down in life girl you work too hard...god bless you anyways)
James from bama (sorry about your brother, lance may he RIP....love the family)
Mickey ( you changed alot for OTHERs....its time to lookout for YOURSELF keep it real girl...)
And last most certainly not least GOD ( please bless all who love and work hard to serve you)
Thats all i have folks if i forgot you i either A) did so on purpose becuz you either act shady and forgot about me anyhow B) did me wrong in someway shape or form or C) just honestly forgot...we probably been out of contact for soo long i just forgot you, but please believe your in my subconscience...
-Forever Marcus-
Whats poppin? Me? Well lets just say today is one of dayz you rather just forget about..It wasnt even THIS day that got me riled up...it was yesterday.. Remember that girl that accuse me of Sexual Harassment? (S.H. i hate saying the word its sooo bad to me)....Well on monday she openly told everyone in the break room that the furniture crew (me and about 4 other people) suck at helping the paint crew...what was worse she sat right in front of me as if she KNEW i was gonna give her the evil eye....which i did. Then she starts talking about how much her ex bf sucked at his job (hes on the furniture crew too)....i mean just going on and on....the inside of my chest is burning becuz i wanna just throw my cell phone or choke her or something to get her to shut up! So i go tell my boy drew what she said about him becuz he wasnt in the breakroom and hes so pissed he goes and tell our crew leader and you know what this dude had the nerve to say? He goes " Jill really isnt that bad. shes a nice girl and just gets upset easily" Im like what the heck is going on? Does this lil prissy girl get a free pass to cuss and disrespect everyone and if you say anything back its "SH"? Shes a spoiled, twisted bi-polar, anti christ loving psycho, with no class. She might not know this but shes on strike 2 and if she thinks for one minute im not going to say anything to her just becuz ive been told NOT to....she wrong.....DEAD WRONG. You see, i could care less about this lil sweat shop, child labor job i got and if i get fired, at least it'll be becuz i defended myself and other people...not becuz i back down and let someone walk all over me. HOMIE DONT PLAY THAT! Please believe i will go off on her when strike 3 comes around....Anyway before i throw this keyboard out the window i better chill and talk abotu something else...today was alright i guess...i woke up late so i had to call in and i missed alot of good hours! I did however end up working from 3-6pm which wasnt too bad plus i got to play video games after work in the arcade area lol....I think tomorrow will be better becuz i plan on getting some sleep tonight....which reminds me...ive been going to bed at 11 the last two nights and i havent slept more than 10 minutes! why is that? I tossed and turned and looked at the clock every half hour the last two nights and its bugging me? maybe its becuz i got alot on my mind i dont know.....anys before i go i gotta give a shout out to the following people:
Rach (A chick with a Harley ROCKS)
Melanie (shorty hehe)
Tony (My Bro...what can i say, you really put up with my mess, holla!)
Stephanie (Chi-town chick, keep it real)
Willie
Will (b-ball player)
Jimmy S. (Baseball sux lol)
Drew
Armilyo
Melissa ( I havent forgotten you but i do hope we keep in touch....god bless)
Jewel ( one of my oldest lasting lady friendhips...dont be a stranger good luck in tx)
Rita (even though you in NY i know your heart is in MI)
Rex (sorry about ya girl but you starting to become my home boy)
Jen ( Im so glad you and your bf are doing well, wish it was me lol jk good luck)
Chaz ( A and A for life!)
James ( The blackest white man alive lol)
Ms Josie (Forever love)
Chrystyne ( Omg i would have been sooo mad at mysely if i had of forgotten you...you that girl for real)
Mallorie (even though we always get in trouble you alright)
Monica (wish you and mallorie would be friends again)
Bao
Dylan and Cam (the funniest twins i know..)
Tracy ( you are the realest woman i know...you always tell it to me straight..how can i hate that?)
Katie (ummm....we have problems but maybe one day.....)
Greg and wife ( Man im so proud of you, you made soooo many changes for god, good luck in life)
My Entire family and extended family ( I love you all with all my heart, i would be who i am without yall)
Terrell
Chris T.
Tyra ( One of the most mature black women i know...keep it up)
Jamie (you work so so so so hard i hope all that work pays off)
Nicole (we barely know each other yet i learned a lot and i continue to learn about you)
Megan (Slow down in life girl you work too hard...god bless you anyways)
James from bama (sorry about your brother, lance may he RIP....love the family)
Mickey ( you changed alot for OTHERs....its time to lookout for YOURSELF keep it real girl...)
And last most certainly not least GOD ( please bless all who love and work hard to serve you)
Thats all i have folks if i forgot you i either A) did so on purpose becuz you either act shady and forgot about me anyhow B) did me wrong in someway shape or form or C) just honestly forgot...we probably been out of contact for soo long i just forgot you, but please believe your in my subconscience...
-Forever Marcus-