Polaris.
So yesterday I had a hair appointment. I've been having a troubled lock on the back of my head since i started them. Sooooo, I looked up a place locally that specializes in dread care. Cool right? Yeah. After about 5 phone calls to Elanor she agreed to see me. So Mel picks me up from work and we head over to this ladies house. Rather weary of what was about to happen inside. Long story short, after going to a random place, having to get out of work early, having mel drive me to a strangers house, I went through 2 hours of this lady ripping my hair apart.
the whole thing was exhilarating. She put me on the spot too, cursing me for not having taken care of the back she called it "This is not majestic." Kept referring to my hair as "the movement". It made me smile. I was so nervous at first, but surprisingly welcomed.
I spent 4 hours at the wall today. I think I had some things to work out. It's been a rough work week. It amazes me how tranquil climbing fake rocks can be. Me-time. Haven't had enough of that lately. I also conquered the hard route I've been trying to get for a couple months now.It's a double over hang so it's like ... ridiculously hard on my muscles. But I gusted through it. It felt so freeing. to say "there i killed you today, stupid road block. No more damage to my undercarriage."
So at the current moment I'm bogarting this laptop. It's been a while since I've updated, But I don't feel so bad. Other people haven't been updating either. And that makes me sad. So props to you if you're still writing in these things. So many good times on here. Hmm... Where is everyone?
Anyways, I'm typing random things at the moment so i don't have to tell you I'm listening to dashboard confessional. So I'm on waiting for the song pandora to change with the smallest amount of hope it will play something better for the next one. Although, I do like dashboard occasionally. reminds me of high school. Oh yay closing guitar strum.