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Lack of posting? Lack of posting!!! I'll show you lack of posting. :)
I've been saving an entry for updation for a couple weeks. I just haven't found the notebook in which I wrote it in. I assure you it's out there, most likely left at the campsite, amongst other things.
It's sadly looking more likely that I won't be able to able to attend sterling? They keep moving the dates around and it's frustrating as hell. I'm trying to get a job hardcore and I can't sit here and wait anymore. I've got to get off my dumb ass and figure out how to juggle all these things. It's official I'm getting a place with Brit for a while. Which is massively exciting to me. Berto is leaving for Spain soon, which constitutes to me having a lonely month in the July slash august period. I'm okay with it, Just difficult when there's so much friend drama right now. I'd like it all to just fizzle away at some point soon, yeah that would be great.
So today's events have perspired into me, well basically doing the exact opposite of what I had planned. I'm okay with distant plans however... Just wish I could pull through with my plans occasionally on the day to day. It's rather difficult I'm finding, to set out and do everything I want to. Oh well, Carpe shit you know. But it's so true, how despondent we can be to our own actions. I think this is enough for now. I'll post that entry soon, Just gotta find my damned parcel.