Dear Charlie,

[romeo_is_coming]

I know that if you are bored, then that means you are boring.
But what if you're not bored, but people still find you boring?
I was thinking about this because Zach finally said out loud what I was afraid to admit to myself inside:
"You bored him."
And the funny thing is, Zach is so right! I finally came to terms with this.

So then what do I do now?

If you couldn't tell, I had a very confusing weekend.
Do you know what I mean?
Well, I guess I think you do at least, or else I wouldn't be writing this letter to you, huh...

It's just that I'm so afraid that I will turn into that girl everyone looks at with disgust walking down the street.
But to tell you the truth, I'm not even sure I'm doing anything to prevent that.
That scares me.
You know?

I told Ricky that I have been hurt by the "nice guy" too many times and that's the real reason nice guys finish last.
He asked me if I wasn't the one who always hurt the nice guys instead.
I don't want to be "that" girl.

I'm sorry this letter is so unorganized and all over the place.
I've been told that I don't have a consistant train of thought at times in my writing.
I'm working on it though.
(I am in college, I think.) Maybe not for long though...
Oh boy.

Isn't it funny how life gets flipped upside down in a matter of a day or two?
Well actually, I guess it isn't.
Funny, I mean.

Love always,
Madison.