Sorry- I can;t chnage who I am.
I know you ask me something today and I couldn't give you the answer you wanted. I'm sorry. My past will always be my past. The other night we sat and we were talking with everyone. Everyone was enjoying themselves and I excuse myself when Nessa called her daughter over. No one there notice really paid attention as I got up, because I'm good at going it gracefully. It was hard. You followed me cuz you notice something was wrong. You have a sharp eye, which is always good. As we sat outside and talk, I felt a warmth of someone cares. I have a stronger person, a very strong person and a lot of people have told me that I'm one of the strongest individual they have met. Only you know why I left and you know when her daughter is around, it just brings back alot to me. Her name is always be with me, Arianna. Today, tommorrow, 4 ever. Thanks Audrey for hanging out in the weeee hours in the morning with me. Greatly appreciated. No more french vanilla coffee for either of us-lol. Thanks.