The Moment
It's been a while since I wrote an entry. Really long time actrully. I'm home watching The 40yr old Virgin with Audrey. My parents are on vacation in the Caribbean, no ones is home and we have the house all to our selfs. We decided to just cuddle and watch movies all night. She lying right next to me and watching the movie so peacefully. I care so much for her, she such a strong person with so many good qualities. Sometimes she amazes me with her smile. I love her so deeply. She understand me and everything I stand for. She doesn't pressure me to do anything that makes me feel uneasy. She had been there more times than I can even count. Audrey, I love you baby girl. I visited the shelter I used to volunteer at when I was younger today and drops some presents off for the little kids. They were so happy to see me and so was I. Today I went to see couple houses- I hate house hunting- saw 1 I like and Audrey and I will check it out next week. I'm like super happy with my life right now. I have so many positive and strong people around me. Thank you all. I going to give Audrey my promise ring this Christmas- she has no clue. She always says she wanted one for all the right reason. I once gave it to the wrong person- thank god I got it back. I know she will appreciate it. Audrey has planned a trip this spring for us to go to the Bahamas- she was to take away the fear of water for good for me. I went in the water once but only ankle- she going to to help me go fully in. I'm open and we shall see what happens. Well got to go- Audrey is feeling little cold- got to keep muh baby warm. Good night all.