Aug 16, 2009 08:51
Came home this morning at 6 am from a great night at the club. Now the girlfriends PISSED, talking like shes gonna break up with me.
First of all: I Asked her if it was okay for me to go. I didn't have to fuckin ask, OK!? I coulda just went, not said a damn thing, and kept her in the dark. I planned on it but didn't cause it would be wrong. Later she tells me she wish I wern't going, while I were already on my way to the club with my cousin and her firend. She continues to tells me shes not comfortable with it, but theres nothing she can do cause we're not married, she cant controle me. I told her if I known this before, I wouldn't be going.
Second of all: I were at a gay, bi, and lesbian club and I didn't dance with or touch a single girl, though I did dance with two guys just for laughs.
So why is she mad when she CLEARLY told me I could go, while making it seem okay for me to go? I didn't text her to tell her GOODNIGHT, or let her know that I were OKAY...this is why were fighting.
Anyone else thing that if she were so concerned she would have texted or called me? I told her this. My fucking mom called me and texted me!!! Though I got her calls and texts late, just like I would have gotten Elyes's. I got lost on the way to the club, and I were busy talking to people and dancing that I rarely glanced at my phone. Besides, shes RARELY up past 2am what wouldve been the point?
She told me I looked suspect cause I got home at 6 am. Unfortunetly, we left the club at 5:30 am, it closes at 6am. I had to drop my cousin and her firiend off. Before I took them home we all stopped at Mc. Donald's. After Mc. Donald's, I took my cousins friend home, then got lost trying to take my cousin home. Thats as suspect as it gets.
It sucks cause the whole time im sitting here trying to see things her way, make her happy, and shes being a smart ass. Like...FUCK...I wanted to punch a baby cause I really didnt think I DID ANYTHING WRONG!
After tryign to keep my cool she says she has nothing else to say to me. Oh-but she did. "There was one thing I was looking for you to say the entire time and you didnt, that just made me stay mad"....A year and we're doing this mind game bullshit. A fucking YEAR! I'm sorry if assuring my love for you is the last thing on my mind when your acting like we're on the brink of breaking up...
give me a fucking break!!!!!!!,
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