bleck..holding back
ick, 9:45..not in the mood@ all. i'm in one of those wanna-cry-really-bad-moods..bleck, idk if u want me to explain it to u IM me or w/e or ask. but i dotn feel liek writig it all out right now..w/e
so carson and mike did end up coming over today. after i worked on my user info i went to bed. i had an ariel headache (when ur relaly sensitive to light,and it hurts to close u eyes). idk,t htast waht laura said :-p she's a headache specialist. hehe. um..watched blair witch and what not. i had seen it 3x alread so i went to sleep on mike. no nothigns going on between us but i needed some sort o pillow!! yup..then spencer and tyler came over which was weird. since i mean i know them, and converse w/ them, but were not great friends. so i guess they had been looking for mike and carson. they wanted to stay but my mom had to leave so the boys left..
me and laura tried on all MY school clothes. it was fun. i got a lot now that i think of it. but argh, i still want soo much more :-p we were trying to do a good bohemian look when we heard " dogs, shut up" then a biggggg splash. we ran downstairs and found mike, carson, spence, and tyler in the pool. it was so funny cause we figured they'd be coming back. we jsut jumped in, screw bathign suits. i was wearing a white top so that was sorta see through but ohwell!, i wasn't wearing a white bra, hehe, wasn't to to bad. they hugn out for awhile, carson destroyed one of the tubes diving through ti (fatty) but over it was pretty funny. originally we said they could've left @ 4:30 but they left around 4..good thing cause my sis came home around 4:30! omg taht would've sucked soooo bad :-p
then..went to the wedidng rehersal..i'm a "junior" brides maid..idk why they have their own title, tis fucking gay but w/e..i'm walking with jon..neither of us our to thrilled its kinda funny. that was pretty quick, like 1/2 and hour.then we went to ashley (the bride to be's) moms house and had orderves (sp?) and what not. tomorro wi gotta get my nails done and then saturday is the wedding..hopefully i'll have someone to hang with..jon(13, soon 14), jesse (15), jamie (15) i know will be there cause they're in the wedding party. but i dont really talk to them much anymore, i think they strongly dislike me :-p and then mairiah their couisn might be going who's my age. we haven't really beenn taht close but who knows, someone to hang out with..well ig thats really all, took my mind of everythign for awhile :)
butnow i'm stuck thinkign it through!! argh
byes. loves and all that good shit
Jocey
ps: 90% done my user info. i'm so proud of myself, everythign has its own category. hehe. i'm so dumb
pss: preseason in like 11 days!! :-o running tomorrow!! i need to start, omg wow, i let the summer get away
psss: listening to H.I.M (you know..band w/ the heartagram) they are really good!! razorblade romance is ok, but if u get the chance buy their Love metal Cd, its amazing. and they arne't that emo..they talk more about love then death, its goooood
so carson and mike did end up coming over today. after i worked on my user info i went to bed. i had an ariel headache (when ur relaly sensitive to light,and it hurts to close u eyes). idk,t htast waht laura said :-p she's a headache specialist. hehe. um..watched blair witch and what not. i had seen it 3x alread so i went to sleep on mike. no nothigns going on between us but i needed some sort o pillow!! yup..then spencer and tyler came over which was weird. since i mean i know them, and converse w/ them, but were not great friends. so i guess they had been looking for mike and carson. they wanted to stay but my mom had to leave so the boys left..
me and laura tried on all MY school clothes. it was fun. i got a lot now that i think of it. but argh, i still want soo much more :-p we were trying to do a good bohemian look when we heard " dogs, shut up" then a biggggg splash. we ran downstairs and found mike, carson, spence, and tyler in the pool. it was so funny cause we figured they'd be coming back. we jsut jumped in, screw bathign suits. i was wearing a white top so that was sorta see through but ohwell!, i wasn't wearing a white bra, hehe, wasn't to to bad. they hugn out for awhile, carson destroyed one of the tubes diving through ti (fatty) but over it was pretty funny. originally we said they could've left @ 4:30 but they left around 4..good thing cause my sis came home around 4:30! omg taht would've sucked soooo bad :-p
then..went to the wedidng rehersal..i'm a "junior" brides maid..idk why they have their own title, tis fucking gay but w/e..i'm walking with jon..neither of us our to thrilled its kinda funny. that was pretty quick, like 1/2 and hour.then we went to ashley (the bride to be's) moms house and had orderves (sp?) and what not. tomorro wi gotta get my nails done and then saturday is the wedding..hopefully i'll have someone to hang with..jon(13, soon 14), jesse (15), jamie (15) i know will be there cause they're in the wedding party. but i dont really talk to them much anymore, i think they strongly dislike me :-p and then mairiah their couisn might be going who's my age. we haven't really beenn taht close but who knows, someone to hang out with..well ig thats really all, took my mind of everythign for awhile :)
butnow i'm stuck thinkign it through!! argh
byes. loves and all that good shit
Jocey
ps: 90% done my user info. i'm so proud of myself, everythign has its own category. hehe. i'm so dumb
pss: preseason in like 11 days!! :-o running tomorrow!! i need to start, omg wow, i let the summer get away
psss: listening to H.I.M (you know..band w/ the heartagram) they are really good!! razorblade romance is ok, but if u get the chance buy their Love metal Cd, its amazing. and they arne't that emo..they talk more about love then death, its goooood