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[rome0_a_go_go]

in bellevue, we wrote two songs. they're catchy and i get to play synth! so i'm happy fcuckface!

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Fire for the Fuel

[mylovissuicide]

Benjii Benjii Benjii...You somehow cease to amaze me....No I mean that in the worst form. I wanted to explain why the fuck I'm pissed off at you.....You have no idea how many times you've stabbed me in the back...How many times you left me in the cracks...Yea that was a shitty rhyme but I'm not a poet....So let me explain....I took you to California because I thought you'd be a reliable friend....Somebody that'd make the trip more fun....So we went on our little two and half day ride and saying 'fuck you' to Battle Creek...The trip was fun and I thought I knew you a bit better....What fucking ever man....And than when we got there....No two days after we got there, I told you how I felt about Laura and basically laid it out for you that I didn't want you going after her....And than you fucked that one up....right when I was sleeping on the god-damn floor. You have no self control....and it seemed right than and there you have no self-respect for me or any of my feelings...And than you didn't even talk to me nor look at me...I felt like complete shit and you didn't even know.....I mean what the fuck...and than what really urked me was the fact that you would leave me outta everything...I mean the whole party...Everything that I wasn't invited to you would just shut up and not say a damn thing because these people like you...and who cares if your 'friend' is completely fucked.....I thought at least you'd say something....And when I was getting made fun of...I mean you just sat there and kept your fucking mouth shut.....You have no idea how fucked up things became....I left california....I lost two of my best friends....One whom I've known since the sixth grade...And other person whom I've know since high school....I know you probably don't give a shit....but I want you to know why I'm so pissed at you...and now I'm fucked completely....Just pay me back.....I don't care anymore...Just pay me back and quit fucking me over.....

Re: Fire for the Fuel

[fallenxangelx87]

OK, why don't you just stop with the childish antics right now? Go run a long little one and play with the little kids if you can't pull up your pampers. He didn't go after Laura. He also has much more decency than to do something like that to someone. Did you ever consider to stop and think that maybe, just maybe, you fucked it up for yourself with Laura? Nope didn't think so. If she didn't want you she didn't want you, and it's not Ben's fault. Do you always twist things like this to make yourself look like the victim? Oh, waah, waah, waah, you weren't invited to shit. BOOHOO! Maybe they didn't like you! ::gasp:: Oh my goodness what a thought! Why should HE speak up about you not being invited? It's not HIS place to make sure you go anywhere he is invited to. That's just inconsiderate to the people who invited him. He should not take the initiative to make sure that YOU get invited. If you didn't get invited you didn't. That's just the way it is. Maybe they didn't want your "Oh woe is me" bullshit around while they were trying to have a good time. And when you were being made fun of? Here's a newsflash for you, Ben doens't like confrontation and will avoid it at ALL costs. If you know him so well you would've known that when that happened. Why don't you take your pity party somewhere else? He doesn't need this shit and doesn't need you making a fucking ass and fool out of yourself by playing the victim of the whole thing on a goddamn online journal. If you were any what mature like you claim you are you wouldn't be so childish.

Re: Fire for the Fuel

[mylovissuicide]

You have no fucking idea what the hell that happened there.......So all claims that you made have been pretty pointless.........Blah fucking blah.....This isn't childish this is how it was....You obviously don't know benjii...You didn't know him when he was cheating on you with Kait and you defiantely didn't know him them so please I ask nicely.....shut the fuck up.....Don't intervine....I'm not the victim of pretty much anything but I am right when I say that's fucked up...

Re: Fire for the Fuel

[fallenxangelx87]

Do many people know when someone is cheating on them when it first begins? No. I also left him the day I found out which was only a week after the first incident happened. So keep your fucking mouth shut about shit you have no clue about. You are being childish and I do know Ben. I'm intervining because you're making him out to be the bad guy when, for all you know, those people might not have liked you in the first place. Like I said, Ben doesn't like confrontation and will avoid it at all costs. I also didn't say you were the victim of anything. I said you were PLAYING THE VICTIM. Big difference. And you are doing that. I have no idea what happened over there? How so? People talk and I've heard it all from more than one person. I've heard everything from multiple people. So why don't you do yourself and many other people a favor. Drop this stupid bullshit and shut the fuck up about it. No one wants to hear your pity party.

Re: Fire for the Fuel

[mylovissuicide]

Wow I do enjoy the hate comments....Coincidently if you ask the same group of people you will get the same response.....It happened like this I took him there, things got all weird, ben ditched me numerous times....Left me out to hang...And eventually fucked me over...Now there is a big difference of playing a victim and being victimized.....This isn't a pity part-e...I just wanted to point out how I thought things were...How fucked up they got....And me just trying to get what's mine....Now for the sake of insanity I would preffer if benjii defended himself....I would rather talk to him in person....And no I don't want to kick his ass...Yea I was pissed and I still am for that matter...But petty violence seems stupid.....Now all I want to do is just get my money back...and never see him again or hear from him.....I'm DEFIANTELY not a victim but somehow I am made out to be the attacker......