the morning seems like the only time of day when my head isnt swirling and dipping and marching around everything it has to think about.
I want simplicity back.
I want to know without having to learn. I want to do without having to try.
theres nothing wrong with that, its how i used to be. I never had to learn or try before, things always used to come to me. Words like "failure" and "study" and "practice" were never necessary. What changed?
I want to run rampant.