Mirror
Title: Mirror
Author : Romapi
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Random word and little confusing.
Song: Face to Face
Summary: How Kame cope with loosing something dear to him, not seeing him.
“Kamenashi-san nice shot! You can take your break now.” The director said to me and I bowed before I leave for my dressing room.
I open the door and enter the room, I quickly smiles as I looked on the mirror. There I see me, looking happy but my eyes are sad I felt lonely.
“Maybe you’re longing for me.” I looked on his eyes as I see his eyes smirked playfully.
I didn’t say anything I just looked at him, smiling and giving him love as I see him wrapped his arms around me.
“We’ll cat got you’re tongue, sweetheart?” He smirked as I looked at him sending tiny small kisses in my cheek and send shivering feeling in my body.
“You’re so beautiful” I whispered as I see him laughed.
“I rather you call me handsome than beautiful, I’m a man of course. But you my dear I can call beautiful even you’re man yourself.” He said teasingly.
“Oh okay, I replace it, you’re handsome and…. Pretty.” I smirked as I tease him back.
“Ha..ha…ha… That I like more.” He said while laughing.
(Knock…Knock)
“Kamenashi-san!. Kamenashi-san! We will resume the shooting shortly, are you ready?” The voices come outside the room.
I pouted as I looked at his eyes, disapproving that our time together will be finish in a short while.
“Go my dear; I will be waiting for you.” He said looking sad too.
“You will wait for me?” I asked as I looked into his eyes, looking at those eyes make my heart flutter and I felt warm inside my heart.
“Yes, I will…. Always” He said as he kisses my cheek again.
“Okay, just wait for me here.” I said as I grab the door to get outside.
I open the door as I smile as I walk out of my dressing room.
“Ready for the other take” The guy outside said.
“Yup I’m ready” I said as I walk toward the director.
(After Kame when to the director the staff take a peek on the dressing room found no one on the room, and just scratch his head and walk away)
***
I open my apartment and dropped everything on the couch. I walk to my room and get some towel and walk to the bathroom and freshen up myself.
As I finish my shower I looked at the mirror and see him smiling at me. He walk to me and wrapped his arms around me.
“Hmm smell wonderful” he exclaimed as he sniff me.
“Are you a dog? What that sniffing?” I squirm feeling his hot breath in my skin.
“No, but I can’t help it, you smell so sexy and wonderful.” He smiles to me brightly.
“You flatter me to much.” I said as I smile my charming smile at him.
“Of course not, you know I mean well.” He said pouting.
“Yes, I know but….” I said but got distracted of a ringing phone.
“Moshi, moshi?” I said.
“Kame-chan!” The other line said and I put the phone away from my ear as I felt my eardrum got busted.
“Ouch! Koki!” I whined and I see him laughing at me. I pouted as I heard Koki rumble something on the phone.
“Come and see me Kame-chan!” He said.
“I can’t, I just got out of the shooting and I want to retired to bed early.” I said sighing
I wonder if I can make out of this, looking at him asking for help but he just waving his hand gesturing that he is not going to do anything about it.
“Please, please Kame-chan we need to talk, it’s urgent.” I sigh again as I give up.
“Okay text me the location and I will be there.” I said to Koki and hang up at him.
“That was fast” he said teasingly.
“This day is longer than I thought it will be.” I said as he smirked and give me a peck on the cheek.
**
At the bar, I got in just easy like they expected me here, maybe Koki already reserve us that why I can easily got in.
The bar is nice and warm I go to the bartender to order some drink before I go find Koki,
“One beer please” I said as I looked around.
“Here you go. Oh, the VIP is on the second floor, I think Koki is already waiting for you.” The bartender said to me as he pushes the beer in my hand.
“Thanks” I grab the beer and walk to the VIP room that the bartender pointed.
“Kame-chan! Here!” I heard Koki shouting, when I looked he is in the second floor waving at me.
“Man! What’s up?” I said to him.
“I will be gone on JE a week from now.” Koki smiled as my jaw drop down.
“What the fuck! That not funny man!” I said.
“We’ll I’m not joking, I piss Johnny big time and the only solution is I’m out of JE for good.” He just smug and sat down on the couch.
“No way, man! Tell me what happen!” I said as I sat near him.
“I… you will know it eventually so let the big guy tell you about it.” He smug and I gave him a glare.
“If you don’t want to talk about it why the hell I’m here.” I said angrily but I looked again at the mirror and I see him, winking at me telling me to keep my cool up.
“This is not about me, it’s about you. You have to confess, it’s the only way I can ease myself leaving this group and company.” He told me.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I said crossing my arms.
“Do you think I didn’t know that you always looking at a mirror and your like talking to Someone all the time?” Koki said smirking at me.
“I’m not doing that!” I said as I looked at the other people at that bar.
“Kame, don’t joke with me. I know you did and I’m here to help you.” He smirked and I looked at him with wide eyes and looked at the mirror as I see him, the love of my life, Ueda Tatsuya smiling at me and I smile back.
“Hey!” He said as my eyes wider because it's was really him. Not the imaginary lover that I always long for but the real one himself.
“Tat-chan!” Koki said as he welcome the other one.
I looked at him, I can’t believe I see him again after a month of Kat-tun, which mad me have to look at a mirror and pretend that he was with me always.
I was mesmerized how he looked sexy right now, manly enough for me to droll on his appearance, like he dress to be with me in this lonely night. Wow, I sounded like a girl.
“Hey, Kame what up, it’s been a long time since we see each other.” He said his voice is like angels sing to me.
“Kame-chan is speech less in front of you Tat-chan” Koki teases as he nudges me under the table.
“Huh, Oh, yeah” I only said biting my lips nervously.
“He has something to say to you.” Koki said as he got up and leave us behind.
“Koki!” I whined as I see Koki hop out of the table and goes into the bar leaving me and Tatsuya alone.
“So what is it?” Tatsuya asked as he was amused of my whining.
“We’ll I think we have a problem, Koki is going to be release from JE and Kat-tun” I said smoothly.
“Fuck!” He said as he got up and looks for Koki in the crowd. Save! I smile as I see him stood up.
“Wait, but Koki said you are the one who will tell me something, so spill it up before I go to him and asked about what you said.” He said as he looked at me, my mouth jaw drop I thought I was saved.
“We’ll… hmmm” I said nervously.
“Come on Kame-chan spill it up.” He said encourage me.
“Okay this goes nothing; I’m in love with you.” I said as I bit my lips waiting for his answer.
“We’ll it’s not that hard, right?” He said smiling.
“What? You’re not mad?” I asked.
“Nope.” He said
“Why?” I asked.
“We’ll first of all I love you too.” He said as he lean in and takes my lips to his lips giving me a sweet kiss that I never knew I will felt.
“I always look at a mirror seeing you there, loving me and caring to me.” I confess.
“Me too, I also saw you in my mirror.” He confesses too.
“Is this mean were gay?” I asked smiling.
“Yah, we’ll I’m gay for you and hope you are only gay for me.” He smirked as he kisses me again.
That right I’m an Idol whose in love with an Idol, we as a band suffers of lost and heart break from our band mates but I know that there someone on my side that will be my strength, love me, and care for me.
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
FACE to Face
Fukitsukeru kaze wo kirisaku you ni
Kokoro no mama ni hashite tsuita basho de
Utsumuku koto mo naku Miageru koto mo naku
Ishi wo motazu ni nagareru kodoku daite
Kagami no naka furimuku senaka wa
Te wo nobashitemo tsukamenai reality
Ah Hitosu dake Hitori dake Kono sugata wo
Ore ga dare ka Dare ga ore ka
Yuzurenai "ima" motome tsudzukete
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Kowareru made
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Modorenai Tomaranai Yoru ga kitemo... Owaranai story
Kasundeku tooi keshiki no naka
Nukumori sae mo todokanai kotoba kawashi
Omoi egaku sugata Kako ka riaru ka sae
Imi wo motazu ni tsunagaru furi wo shiteru
Deai wo shiri Te ni shita nukumori
Hontou no jibun ni tachi mukau Night & day
Ah Yume janaku Uso janaku Kono sugata wo
Kanjite iru Mogaite iru Ore to iu "ima" tsuranuku tame ni
Arinomama Arugamama Subete history Kizami tsudzukete
Nando demo riaru na my heart Tsubureru made
Sou Butsuke ai Aishi ai Shinji aeru
Modoranai Tomaranai Kyou mo asu mo… Nakusanai feeling
Me no mae ni utsuru jibun wa
Shinjirareru? Mitomerareru no?
Koete yuke Subete wa from my heart…
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Asu no sake e
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Ore dake ga Ore dakara Tabi wa tsudzuku... Owaranai story
Translation
FACE TO FACE
As if cutting through the wind that’s blowing against me, I ran as I like to this place
Without hanging my head or looking up
Swept away with no will of my own holding on to my loneliness
The back of the person who turns around in the mirror
Even if I reach out I can’t grab a hold of reality
Ah, there only one figure there, only one person
Who am I? who is me? Continuing to seach for a “now” that I won’t ever give up
As it is as I am Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
Until my bare plain heart breaks
That’s right gazing at each other aware of one another believing each other
We cant go back or stop now, even if the night comes..
This story won’t end
The distant scenery grows blurrier as we exchange words that have no warmth
The appearance I imagine for myself, whether it’s the past or what’s real, I meaninglessly pretend to connect them together
Knowing the importance of meeting others with warmth in my hands night and day I face my true self
Ah this form isn’t a dream and it isn’t a lie
Feeling it all, I’m struggling In order to break through to a “now” for myself.
As it is, as I am I’ll keeping carrying it all into history
Until my real heart is crushed over and over again.
That’s right Running into each other, loving each other believing each other
We can’t go back or stop now Today or even tomorrow… we’ll never lose these feelings
The “me” I see before my eyes. Can I believe them? Can I accept them?
Over coming everything from my heart…
As it is, as I am, Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
My bare, plain heart moves forward toward tomorrow
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
end.
Author : Romapi
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Random word and little confusing.
Song: Face to Face
Summary: How Kame cope with loosing something dear to him, not seeing him.
“Kamenashi-san nice shot! You can take your break now.” The director said to me and I bowed before I leave for my dressing room.
I open the door and enter the room, I quickly smiles as I looked on the mirror. There I see me, looking happy but my eyes are sad I felt lonely.
“Maybe you’re longing for me.” I looked on his eyes as I see his eyes smirked playfully.
I didn’t say anything I just looked at him, smiling and giving him love as I see him wrapped his arms around me.
“We’ll cat got you’re tongue, sweetheart?” He smirked as I looked at him sending tiny small kisses in my cheek and send shivering feeling in my body.
“You’re so beautiful” I whispered as I see him laughed.
“I rather you call me handsome than beautiful, I’m a man of course. But you my dear I can call beautiful even you’re man yourself.” He said teasingly.
“Oh okay, I replace it, you’re handsome and…. Pretty.” I smirked as I tease him back.
“Ha..ha…ha… That I like more.” He said while laughing.
(Knock…Knock)
“Kamenashi-san!. Kamenashi-san! We will resume the shooting shortly, are you ready?” The voices come outside the room.
I pouted as I looked at his eyes, disapproving that our time together will be finish in a short while.
“Go my dear; I will be waiting for you.” He said looking sad too.
“You will wait for me?” I asked as I looked into his eyes, looking at those eyes make my heart flutter and I felt warm inside my heart.
“Yes, I will…. Always” He said as he kisses my cheek again.
“Okay, just wait for me here.” I said as I grab the door to get outside.
I open the door as I smile as I walk out of my dressing room.
“Ready for the other take” The guy outside said.
“Yup I’m ready” I said as I walk toward the director.
(After Kame when to the director the staff take a peek on the dressing room found no one on the room, and just scratch his head and walk away)
***
I open my apartment and dropped everything on the couch. I walk to my room and get some towel and walk to the bathroom and freshen up myself.
As I finish my shower I looked at the mirror and see him smiling at me. He walk to me and wrapped his arms around me.
“Hmm smell wonderful” he exclaimed as he sniff me.
“Are you a dog? What that sniffing?” I squirm feeling his hot breath in my skin.
“No, but I can’t help it, you smell so sexy and wonderful.” He smiles to me brightly.
“You flatter me to much.” I said as I smile my charming smile at him.
“Of course not, you know I mean well.” He said pouting.
“Yes, I know but….” I said but got distracted of a ringing phone.
“Moshi, moshi?” I said.
“Kame-chan!” The other line said and I put the phone away from my ear as I felt my eardrum got busted.
“Ouch! Koki!” I whined and I see him laughing at me. I pouted as I heard Koki rumble something on the phone.
“Come and see me Kame-chan!” He said.
“I can’t, I just got out of the shooting and I want to retired to bed early.” I said sighing
I wonder if I can make out of this, looking at him asking for help but he just waving his hand gesturing that he is not going to do anything about it.
“Please, please Kame-chan we need to talk, it’s urgent.” I sigh again as I give up.
“Okay text me the location and I will be there.” I said to Koki and hang up at him.
“That was fast” he said teasingly.
“This day is longer than I thought it will be.” I said as he smirked and give me a peck on the cheek.
**
At the bar, I got in just easy like they expected me here, maybe Koki already reserve us that why I can easily got in.
The bar is nice and warm I go to the bartender to order some drink before I go find Koki,
“One beer please” I said as I looked around.
“Here you go. Oh, the VIP is on the second floor, I think Koki is already waiting for you.” The bartender said to me as he pushes the beer in my hand.
“Thanks” I grab the beer and walk to the VIP room that the bartender pointed.
“Kame-chan! Here!” I heard Koki shouting, when I looked he is in the second floor waving at me.
“Man! What’s up?” I said to him.
“I will be gone on JE a week from now.” Koki smiled as my jaw drop down.
“What the fuck! That not funny man!” I said.
“We’ll I’m not joking, I piss Johnny big time and the only solution is I’m out of JE for good.” He just smug and sat down on the couch.
“No way, man! Tell me what happen!” I said as I sat near him.
“I… you will know it eventually so let the big guy tell you about it.” He smug and I gave him a glare.
“If you don’t want to talk about it why the hell I’m here.” I said angrily but I looked again at the mirror and I see him, winking at me telling me to keep my cool up.
“This is not about me, it’s about you. You have to confess, it’s the only way I can ease myself leaving this group and company.” He told me.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I said crossing my arms.
“Do you think I didn’t know that you always looking at a mirror and your like talking to Someone all the time?” Koki said smirking at me.
“I’m not doing that!” I said as I looked at the other people at that bar.
“Kame, don’t joke with me. I know you did and I’m here to help you.” He smirked and I looked at him with wide eyes and looked at the mirror as I see him, the love of my life, Ueda Tatsuya smiling at me and I smile back.
“Hey!” He said as my eyes wider because it's was really him. Not the imaginary lover that I always long for but the real one himself.
“Tat-chan!” Koki said as he welcome the other one.
I looked at him, I can’t believe I see him again after a month of Kat-tun, which mad me have to look at a mirror and pretend that he was with me always.
I was mesmerized how he looked sexy right now, manly enough for me to droll on his appearance, like he dress to be with me in this lonely night. Wow, I sounded like a girl.
“Hey, Kame what up, it’s been a long time since we see each other.” He said his voice is like angels sing to me.
“Kame-chan is speech less in front of you Tat-chan” Koki teases as he nudges me under the table.
“Huh, Oh, yeah” I only said biting my lips nervously.
“He has something to say to you.” Koki said as he got up and leave us behind.
“Koki!” I whined as I see Koki hop out of the table and goes into the bar leaving me and Tatsuya alone.
“So what is it?” Tatsuya asked as he was amused of my whining.
“We’ll I think we have a problem, Koki is going to be release from JE and Kat-tun” I said smoothly.
“Fuck!” He said as he got up and looks for Koki in the crowd. Save! I smile as I see him stood up.
“Wait, but Koki said you are the one who will tell me something, so spill it up before I go to him and asked about what you said.” He said as he looked at me, my mouth jaw drop I thought I was saved.
“We’ll… hmmm” I said nervously.
“Come on Kame-chan spill it up.” He said encourage me.
“Okay this goes nothing; I’m in love with you.” I said as I bit my lips waiting for his answer.
“We’ll it’s not that hard, right?” He said smiling.
“What? You’re not mad?” I asked.
“Nope.” He said
“Why?” I asked.
“We’ll first of all I love you too.” He said as he lean in and takes my lips to his lips giving me a sweet kiss that I never knew I will felt.
“I always look at a mirror seeing you there, loving me and caring to me.” I confess.
“Me too, I also saw you in my mirror.” He confesses too.
“Is this mean were gay?” I asked smiling.
“Yah, we’ll I’m gay for you and hope you are only gay for me.” He smirked as he kisses me again.
That right I’m an Idol whose in love with an Idol, we as a band suffers of lost and heart break from our band mates but I know that there someone on my side that will be my strength, love me, and care for me.
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
FACE to Face
Fukitsukeru kaze wo kirisaku you ni
Kokoro no mama ni hashite tsuita basho de
Utsumuku koto mo naku Miageru koto mo naku
Ishi wo motazu ni nagareru kodoku daite
Kagami no naka furimuku senaka wa
Te wo nobashitemo tsukamenai reality
Ah Hitosu dake Hitori dake Kono sugata wo
Ore ga dare ka Dare ga ore ka
Yuzurenai "ima" motome tsudzukete
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Kowareru made
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Modorenai Tomaranai Yoru ga kitemo... Owaranai story
Kasundeku tooi keshiki no naka
Nukumori sae mo todokanai kotoba kawashi
Omoi egaku sugata Kako ka riaru ka sae
Imi wo motazu ni tsunagaru furi wo shiteru
Deai wo shiri Te ni shita nukumori
Hontou no jibun ni tachi mukau Night & day
Ah Yume janaku Uso janaku Kono sugata wo
Kanjite iru Mogaite iru Ore to iu "ima" tsuranuku tame ni
Arinomama Arugamama Subete history Kizami tsudzukete
Nando demo riaru na my heart Tsubureru made
Sou Butsuke ai Aishi ai Shinji aeru
Modoranai Tomaranai Kyou mo asu mo… Nakusanai feeling
Me no mae ni utsuru jibun wa
Shinjirareru? Mitomerareru no?
Koete yuke Subete wa from my heart…
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Asu no sake e
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Ore dake ga Ore dakara Tabi wa tsudzuku... Owaranai story
Translation
FACE TO FACE
As if cutting through the wind that’s blowing against me, I ran as I like to this place
Without hanging my head or looking up
Swept away with no will of my own holding on to my loneliness
The back of the person who turns around in the mirror
Even if I reach out I can’t grab a hold of reality
Ah, there only one figure there, only one person
Who am I? who is me? Continuing to seach for a “now” that I won’t ever give up
As it is as I am Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
Until my bare plain heart breaks
That’s right gazing at each other aware of one another believing each other
We cant go back or stop now, even if the night comes..
This story won’t end
The distant scenery grows blurrier as we exchange words that have no warmth
The appearance I imagine for myself, whether it’s the past or what’s real, I meaninglessly pretend to connect them together
Knowing the importance of meeting others with warmth in my hands night and day I face my true self
Ah this form isn’t a dream and it isn’t a lie
Feeling it all, I’m struggling In order to break through to a “now” for myself.
As it is, as I am I’ll keeping carrying it all into history
Until my real heart is crushed over and over again.
That’s right Running into each other, loving each other believing each other
We can’t go back or stop now Today or even tomorrow… we’ll never lose these feelings
The “me” I see before my eyes. Can I believe them? Can I accept them?
Over coming everything from my heart…
As it is, as I am, Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
My bare, plain heart moves forward toward tomorrow
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
end.