Memoir
Title : Memoir
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 11
"Do you remember what I told you about my dreams?" Tatsuya started as his hand trembles.
"What dreams? Oh! You mean the dreams with the boy?" Ryo asked as he see Tatsuya nodded. He hated that dreams of Tatsuya, He know that Tatsuya loved that boy in his dreams.
"What about it? How is this related to that?" Ryo said confused looked at Tatsuya.
"We'll.... He is real... and I know who he is." Tatsuya said in whispered as he bit his lower lip.
"What! No! it is just a dream Tat-chan! He can't be true!" Ryo said frantically.
"He is true not a dream Ryo at first I can't believe that the boy in my dreams was real and every time I deny it, it pain my heart and I can't breath. I try to stay away from him not wanting to reveal the secret of those dreams to him but there something pulling us together. We are having the same dreams." Tatsuya crying he didn't see Ryo hurt face.
"Who is this boy in your dreams? I want to know!" Ryo close his hand into a fist.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya looked at Ryo and see how the other was hurting.
"Who is that damn boy! Let me guess, It Kamenashi right! " Ryo looked at him angrily.
"He doesn't know first that we have the same dream and he didn't know the guy in his dream. I... know it first. I love him first!" Tatsuya shouted.
"Damn! Kamenashi! I could kill you!" Ryo shouted with anger.
"No! You're not fucking touch him Nishikido!" Tatsuya angrily shouted back.
"What now your his knight and shining armor! Ha! Ha! Ha! You got to be kidding me! Fuck you! Fuck you both! " Ryo said angrily tears flowing on his eyes, he grab his coat and get out of the apartment. Tatsuya slam hard at the couch crying, he felt how he hurt Ryo and Kame feelings. He only the one to be blamed.
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Kame slowly open his eyes and see that he was not in his room he tries to remember what happen when someone moved near his bed.
"Yamapi?" Kame said softly and seat on the bed.
"Huh! Kame you're awake! Thanks God, don't you ever do that again, you make me worried." Yamapi smiled at the younger one.
"Sorry, what happened?" Kame asked.
"You don't remember? We'll you fell asleep at the bathtub." Yamapi chuckled.
"What!? Oh my God! Sorry... I don't intend to.." Kame blurted out.
"Hai! I know the doctor said that you just took one pill and it will not harm you but I guessed you didn't know that you will be sleeping on the bathtub." Yamapi smiled at him.
"Hai!" Kame just smiled to the other.
"We'll I guess I just panicked and thought that you really try to kill yourself. I called Ryo and asked for support." Yamapi said.
"You called Ryo? Did he came with Tat..-chan?" Kame asked
"Yes they both came but I think they having a fight or something." Yamapi said.
"What that about?" Kame asked.
"I don't know, but something was off between them I rarely see Ryo at that expression." Yamapi looked at the younger one.
"Maybe... they just have a fight... they will be alright don't worry." Kame sighted he know that it was about him. He feel that Tatsuya will now tell Ryo about them being worried of what happen to him.
"Did you know something?" Yamapi said out of the blue that make Kame frighted
"What are you talking about?" Kame looked away to the other one.
"Kame, I.. have something to asked to you? Can you answer it truthfully?" Yamapi looked at the younger one.
"O..kay" Kame nodded.
"Why do you break up with Jin? I already asked Jin and he said you are the one insisted of the break up." Yamapi looked at the other.
"I..."Kame looked at Yamapi and see that the other one really want the answer.
"I will not be mad if that what you are afraid about. I will try my best to understand you for Jin sake." Yamapi sincerely looked at him.
"I.. think you will be mad at me because I did not hurt only one of your best friend but two of them." Kame sighted as he looked on the other side away on Yamapi gaze.
"What do you mean Kame? Who is the other one involve? It is Ryo? Do you like Ryo?" Yamapi frowned.
"Yes and No, yes I will hurt Ryo but I don't like him as in I don't want him to be my boyfriend." Kame smugged at Yamapi.
"Then why Ryo is in the picture?...Wait...It is because of Ueda?" Yamapi looked at the younger one who just nodded for confirmation.
"You and Ueda have an affair!" Yamapi shouted.
"Yamapi you promise! You have to listen we don't intent to be like this! It's that damn memories!" Kame cries.
"Then tell me the whole story." Yamapi said as he looked angry at Kame. Then He tell Yamapi the whole story.
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"I can't believe this! Is that real? Reincarnation?" Yamapi shouted as he heard Kame explanation.
"Yes it real! I know it hard to understand but it is real! My feelings for Tatsuya came back as the memories returning to me. I don't want to hurt Jin and neither Ryo but it happen and I can't turn back the time that I don't know those memories and my feelings for Tatsuya." Kame tears fallen from his eyes.
"I... don't judge you Kame but you and Ueda hurt two of my best friend. I don't know what to do? I have to find Ryo!" Yamapi said as he slowly move away from Kame.
"I understand." Kame said as he wipes his tears.
"You have to be prepared Jin is coming back and I want you to tell him the truth." Yamapi said as he walk out of the room.
Kame stiffed as he heard the last word of Yamapi.
to be continued
Chapter 13
Pairing : Kame/Ueda
Genre : Romance, Mystery
Rating : NC-17
Summary : A vision is appearing for both of them, something from the past life that taking over there present time. A feeling that coming back that there not aware that they both have.
Chapter 11
"Do you remember what I told you about my dreams?" Tatsuya started as his hand trembles.
"What dreams? Oh! You mean the dreams with the boy?" Ryo asked as he see Tatsuya nodded. He hated that dreams of Tatsuya, He know that Tatsuya loved that boy in his dreams.
"What about it? How is this related to that?" Ryo said confused looked at Tatsuya.
"We'll.... He is real... and I know who he is." Tatsuya said in whispered as he bit his lower lip.
"What! No! it is just a dream Tat-chan! He can't be true!" Ryo said frantically.
"He is true not a dream Ryo at first I can't believe that the boy in my dreams was real and every time I deny it, it pain my heart and I can't breath. I try to stay away from him not wanting to reveal the secret of those dreams to him but there something pulling us together. We are having the same dreams." Tatsuya crying he didn't see Ryo hurt face.
"Who is this boy in your dreams? I want to know!" Ryo close his hand into a fist.
"Ryo..." Tatsuya looked at Ryo and see how the other was hurting.
"Who is that damn boy! Let me guess, It Kamenashi right! " Ryo looked at him angrily.
"He doesn't know first that we have the same dream and he didn't know the guy in his dream. I... know it first. I love him first!" Tatsuya shouted.
"Damn! Kamenashi! I could kill you!" Ryo shouted with anger.
"No! You're not fucking touch him Nishikido!" Tatsuya angrily shouted back.
"What now your his knight and shining armor! Ha! Ha! Ha! You got to be kidding me! Fuck you! Fuck you both! " Ryo said angrily tears flowing on his eyes, he grab his coat and get out of the apartment. Tatsuya slam hard at the couch crying, he felt how he hurt Ryo and Kame feelings. He only the one to be blamed.
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Kame slowly open his eyes and see that he was not in his room he tries to remember what happen when someone moved near his bed.
"Yamapi?" Kame said softly and seat on the bed.
"Huh! Kame you're awake! Thanks God, don't you ever do that again, you make me worried." Yamapi smiled at the younger one.
"Sorry, what happened?" Kame asked.
"You don't remember? We'll you fell asleep at the bathtub." Yamapi chuckled.
"What!? Oh my God! Sorry... I don't intend to.." Kame blurted out.
"Hai! I know the doctor said that you just took one pill and it will not harm you but I guessed you didn't know that you will be sleeping on the bathtub." Yamapi smiled at him.
"Hai!" Kame just smiled to the other.
"We'll I guess I just panicked and thought that you really try to kill yourself. I called Ryo and asked for support." Yamapi said.
"You called Ryo? Did he came with Tat..-chan?" Kame asked
"Yes they both came but I think they having a fight or something." Yamapi said.
"What that about?" Kame asked.
"I don't know, but something was off between them I rarely see Ryo at that expression." Yamapi looked at the younger one.
"Maybe... they just have a fight... they will be alright don't worry." Kame sighted he know that it was about him. He feel that Tatsuya will now tell Ryo about them being worried of what happen to him.
"Did you know something?" Yamapi said out of the blue that make Kame frighted
"What are you talking about?" Kame looked away to the other one.
"Kame, I.. have something to asked to you? Can you answer it truthfully?" Yamapi looked at the younger one.
"O..kay" Kame nodded.
"Why do you break up with Jin? I already asked Jin and he said you are the one insisted of the break up." Yamapi looked at the other.
"I..."Kame looked at Yamapi and see that the other one really want the answer.
"I will not be mad if that what you are afraid about. I will try my best to understand you for Jin sake." Yamapi sincerely looked at him.
"I.. think you will be mad at me because I did not hurt only one of your best friend but two of them." Kame sighted as he looked on the other side away on Yamapi gaze.
"What do you mean Kame? Who is the other one involve? It is Ryo? Do you like Ryo?" Yamapi frowned.
"Yes and No, yes I will hurt Ryo but I don't like him as in I don't want him to be my boyfriend." Kame smugged at Yamapi.
"Then why Ryo is in the picture?...Wait...It is because of Ueda?" Yamapi looked at the younger one who just nodded for confirmation.
"You and Ueda have an affair!" Yamapi shouted.
"Yamapi you promise! You have to listen we don't intent to be like this! It's that damn memories!" Kame cries.
"Then tell me the whole story." Yamapi said as he looked angry at Kame. Then He tell Yamapi the whole story.
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"I can't believe this! Is that real? Reincarnation?" Yamapi shouted as he heard Kame explanation.
"Yes it real! I know it hard to understand but it is real! My feelings for Tatsuya came back as the memories returning to me. I don't want to hurt Jin and neither Ryo but it happen and I can't turn back the time that I don't know those memories and my feelings for Tatsuya." Kame tears fallen from his eyes.
"I... don't judge you Kame but you and Ueda hurt two of my best friend. I don't know what to do? I have to find Ryo!" Yamapi said as he slowly move away from Kame.
"I understand." Kame said as he wipes his tears.
"You have to be prepared Jin is coming back and I want you to tell him the truth." Yamapi said as he walk out of the room.
Kame stiffed as he heard the last word of Yamapi.
to be continued
Chapter 13