Nov 08, 2008 00:43
"When dawn comes, that memory gradually distances...Tonight, I will bring it to sleep with me, so that it will not be taken away by the waves of the night..."
God, how long has it been? A while, I know. Somewhere close to 6 months. The distance between us grows with every breath we take. Let me ask you something, though.
Does it bother you like it bothers me?
Do you ever just sit and think about it like I do?
Do you ever read back through your old entries on LJ and become so nostalgic that it makes you want to cry?
I miss you, Hachi. I really do. I am SO sorry about everything that happened between us.
I know that I have WAY too many tattoos to ever be Nana now...and I know that my lifestyle is way too different from hers..
But some day...I'd like to be your Nana again...and I'd like for you to be my Hachi again.
I'm back in a band again, Hachiko. I play bass now, though. And I'm better than Ren, just like I wanted to be. Maybe you can come to one of our shows...and stand in the front row. I could get you in for free, you know...
I'll never forget that year that we lived together in cozy 707. Regardless of how rocky some of the times were...I enjoyed it. Oh, and I still have those strawberry glasses. They sit untouched in my china cabinet, waiting for us to use them again one day.
I love you Hachi...and I miss you dearly.
"Even though I'm not the knight in your fairy tale, you're the heroine in mine."