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[romanticynicism]

i wish i could sleep
i need to stop getting high
i think its ruining my life
but the nights run too long without it.
god, four days and counting on this headache
but at least my period ended
not that it really makes a difference
i wish i knew what i wanted
and i wish i could have the things i want now
i hope im not unhappy in ten years
i hope i make it through this semester
i wish my brain would stop plotting against me.

i think im going to leave as soon as possible.
living here, in dallas, in texas
is killing me.
i feel out of place
and left behind.