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hmm. my big decision this summer, or at the end of it, is 'do i really want to go back to denton?'.
first off, it is mostly up to my father whether i return or not, i just dont know if its what i should do.
i love denton, and i love the friends i have in denton, it is just very complicated. looking at the way things are going, by the time i finally do get back, there wont be much left for me. the friends i had are mostly gone, and the friends i gained from that experience seem well on their way out.
part of me says to tough it out. part of me says fuck living miserably for a year. i dont know.
first off, it is mostly up to my father whether i return or not, i just dont know if its what i should do.
i love denton, and i love the friends i have in denton, it is just very complicated. looking at the way things are going, by the time i finally do get back, there wont be much left for me. the friends i had are mostly gone, and the friends i gained from that experience seem well on their way out.
part of me says to tough it out. part of me says fuck living miserably for a year. i dont know.