Dec 01, 2010 05:38
Im not going to apologize for having a good time.
I feel sorry for people who have it in them to be mean.
I feel too happy to have black hair right now. Is it a vicious cycle to crave the unexpected?
I have learned in a whole new way this year that things can always get worse, but with a little help from your friends, (and I mean the real ones) you can still find some happiness in this world. I dont think people realize how precious it is to find someone that genuinely cares about you, and is a genuinely nice person. When you find that person hang on for dear life. Romantic or not. Too often have I realized that people were my friends simply because they had something to gain from it. (that could be alcohol, money, a place to stay, whatever)
Life never ceases to amaze me.
I am by no means on top of the world, but bc Im not on the bottom I feel as though I am.
I have learned so many lessons this year I could write a damn book. Maybe I will. It SUCKED learning them, but I came out alive and refreshed. I hesitate to say this but Im kind of glad I learned them now and not at 30.
I have a new appreciation for things now. I cant shake this feeling of....appreciation, optimism,fun, excitement.
I still have my bad days; by no means am I oozing care bears and glitter here. I still have stuff that bothers me, but thats just it. Its just stuff that bothers me. Its not stuff that rules me. Its not stuff that plagues my entire being. It also helps when certain bad tastes finally leave your mouth.
I really like talking in metaphors.
2011 better be prepared, bc Im going to be in charge this time!